"Should I really?" I talk to myself, my phone in both hands whilst laying down on my sofa.
I keep staring at my phone, something I have been doing already for about 30 minutes. I am not a very decisive person, so it takes me more time to do such a trivial thing.
I'm looking at his kakaotalk and, as the procrastinator that I am, I start checking at his profile. He looks as good as always on his profile pictures.
I close my eyes, with my hand on top for a pitch-black atmosphere. My mouth curves up at the mere thought of writing the message and hitting send.
Why is it so difficult to do?
Sitting up abruptly, I try to wake myself by patting my cheeks with both of my hands. "Just do it." I take a deep breath and bite my lip. "Don't think it too much" convincedly, I nod and start typing out.
I erase it.
No, no, no. I erase it again.
"AGH!" I shout, frustrated on how to begin."Heeee....lloooo..." dictating out loud, I type. "I... saaaaw... you... left yourrr...."
No.
I sigh.
And drop myself to the floor.
"It's just a message!" I encourage myself.
The butterflies kick in one more time as soon as I begin to type for the last time. This time convinced.
I click send, screaming inside.
My hands tremble, and I - not wanting to see any reply yet - close the app and lock my phone. I throw it out on the sofa and stand up - moving around to shake my nervousness off.Buzz.
Buzz. Buzz.
I freeze. "That quickly?" I think to myself.
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Tied #2 | Vmin [My First Love Saga]
FanfictionTen years have gone by difficultly for Jimin. He has grown to learn from his errors, but it still was not enough to forget Taehyung. The void he had left was too enormous for any other individual to fill it up. Nevertheless, Jimin still tried to dat...