unwanted

rage

I'm so furious we cant stay happy for one day she just ruins it. She ruins everything that was given to her. I hate her no matter how many times I laugh and smile with her I still hate her. I'm sick of being her lap dog I'm sick of being betrayed I'm sick of constantly wanting to kill myself because of her I just wish I could leave this place, But I cant everyday I'm helping or talking someone through their problems but no ones helping me through mines. I cant deal with this nomore I feel like I'm going crazy in this place