unwanted

Ms.####&Dr.#### part 6

I've been missing him so much. He's got me attached and he's got me wanting him. He has me wanting him do so many bad things to me.

I literally can't stop thinking about it. I'm so horny. I want this dude so bad. I want my dude soo bad.

I see what they mean when they say you start to get frustrated when you get none😩😩😩.

I took a shower 10mins ago and it's currently 1:33am. I feel much better and less horny

But what's crazy is that I know when the time so comes I won't be able to take it but I wish I could get it when I desperately want it😭😭then I think It won't hurt as much cause I'll be really turned on.

When he do comes I'll tell you what he'll do. He spread my legs and widen them, then he'll take off my panties with his hands or teeth whiles keeping eye contact, and begin to eat me and as he go on the pressure increase but it doesn't feels good until he adds a finger for some reason.
Then once he's done he raise my leg and pull his thing out and puts it in slowly as he does that he leans towards me to kiss me to comfort me because he knows my pain tolerance is low.

He moves slowly and begin to move faster as I clutch onto him like my life depends on it. 

He'll say naughty things to me and I try to be slightly disobedient.

As we go on at the end I snuggle against him in satisfaction but truthfully I've never been satisfied by him yet only in kisses I am satisfied.

It was never pleasurable I'm hoping it will be one day.

He doesn't call he barely message. I'm starting to become annoyed. And sexually frustrated.

But so he says he doesn't wanna make me sick. I call BS anyway when I go to work if I do see him I'm ignoring him and on the phone as well I'm ignoring because he's not trying but when he wants to I always agree and that the end of it it's time he feels how I feel.

Even if I got to literally have no Wi-Fi for the whole day

But he must feel it

Nah I don't want this nomore. He makes me feel lonely. I know you're not supposed to depend on other ppl for your happiness but Atleast he could do is lessen the feeling😩

I'm sad.