unwanted

back again

I'm trying but she's putting me back into that place I've tried so hard to get out of and my heart is crying and i just want to go somewhere and scream and I'm afraid I'll be like this when I'm finally able to be set free from this deranged place I have to call home.

I have way too much pressure on me and I can't deal with it anymore I'm being used and treated horribly.

I want a new start away from all of this, I can't take it much longer I'm losing my sanity. I gotta get away from here.

I can't stop my crying

I cannot hold the fake smile anymore

I don't want to be here anymore

I gotta get away from here!

I hope my end is near

these are tears of endless tears

It hurts so bad
I do not understand why it hurts this bad I have been through so much in my life but I'm not doing anything to help myself at all, I feel like a total idiot

It's always her and no one else

She makes me feel so sad
She make me feel anguish
She makes me feel like I'm self destructing and it hurts so much. It hurts.

I can't any longer

The world will know how I'm feeling