unwanted

how can I?

I try to be brave but I can't do it. I just want to scream my heart out. I need help. I just need to get away from here it hurts trying to be happy for others when I'm sad and depress, hurt and broken. I do not know what to say but it hurts you can't imagine how I feel right now I've only been alive for a 17 years and I wish it would end already because it's too much for me.

How do people feel when they broke you not just physically but mentally?

How do they feel knowing that you go to your bed with a heavy heart every night?

How do you feel when you get your heart stomped on by your parents? It feels like total defeat

How can I live normally after this?

Everyday I cannot focus on what's current in front of me because of her!

She makes my life hell! I hate her

I hate her
I hate her
I hate her

I will never hurt her not even dream of it I just want to turn 18 so I can be away from all of them
I hate her so much
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
I hate her
She make me feel so much hate
I've never hated anymore more than I hate her