unwanted

Calm/Still

nothing new has happened lately

I've been keeping my mind clear of any bad thoughts that come to mind.

I'm also trying to get a car. I'm scared that when I do get one I end up in a horrible accident.

but I'm not going to let that scare me from what I want and need for myself.

from there, I am going to maintain good pay to afford my life.

I feel so stranded without a car.

With the Lord's help, I shall be confirmed on the job, I will get the car, and this dark, depressed, scared feeling will go away.

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I won't lie.....the feeling is still there

you're way too young to end your life....................................