Chapter 8
After what happened. I can't stop crying because of what Matthew did to me. I was so heartbroken of that and can't sleep, eat and can't smile too.
Galit na galit ako kay Matthew dahil sa ipinakita nitong motibo pero ganun nalang ang ginawa nito saakin.
"Why did he do that to me?!" Sigaw ko sa kwarto ko at umiyak. Ilang araw na akong hindi pumapasok dahil sa nangyari. Pati ang mga magulang ko ay nag-aalala na saakin.
"Anak, please open the door!" Sigaw ni Mommy sa labas. Hindi ako sumagot at pumikit nalang ulit. "Hija, you need to go to school, please" sabi naman ng Daddy ko.
"Please... I want to be alone Mom" I said.
"Okay....but please eat, anak" sabi ng Mommy ko. hindi ko nalang ito sinagot at pumikit nalang ulit.
After 1 week I know that I can go to school already, kaya ko ng makita ang Matthew na yun at makapagumpisa na muli. Hindi naman pwede na habang buhay ko nalang iiyakan iyong asshole na yun.
"Zara!!!!" Napalingon naman ako sa sumigaw at nagulat ako ng yakapin ako nito.
"Ohhh Stacy...I miss you" I said and hug Stacy back. Then, I see Meredith too with a smile on her lips. "Not with that look Meredith" I said to Meredith.
"I miss you Zara, are you okay?" Tanong ni Stacy. "Akala ko ba crush lang yun? Eh bat mo iniyakan" pang-aasar saakin ni Meredith.
"Eh kahit na, but I'm done crying to that asshole okay?" I said to my friends.
"Okay...okay ang dami mong namiss na lessons Zara grabe ka, pahihiramin kita ng notebook ko para naman makareview ka, 'kay?" Stacy said.
"Ihehelp ka din namin sa mga projects and assignments" sabi naman ni Meredith
I smiled and nodded.
"Thank you guys, I'm super grateful to have both of you here with me. Iloveyou" I said and hug my two bestfriends.
After my three classes. Lunch finally came.
"So, anong kakainin mo-" Stacy didn't finish what she's going to say when someone interrupt.
"I'm glad that your back, Zara" Sir Sanchez said and smiled to me.
I just smiled back and greeted. "Good morning, Sir Sanchez" I said.
Good thing after that Sir Sanchez leave, we just order some food and eat.
"How tiring school is!" I sighed and sit down on the bench with Stacy and Meredith.
"Nako true kajan girl, buti nalang pumasok kana at natulungan mo kami don! Alam mo bang pinilit kolang na magsulat dahil inaalala kita!" Sabi naman ni Stacy.
"Eh ikaw lang naman kase ang masipag saatin" sabi naman ni Meredith. "Oh come on guys masisipag din naman kayo ah" I said and laughed at my friends who is exhausted right now.
"Oh, ano BGC tayo?" Tanong ni Stacy.
"Ikaw ba Zara gusto mo?" Tanong naman ni Meredith.
"Pass." I said.
"Zara naman eh!!" Sigaw naman ni Stacy na parang bata.
"Let's just go to the mall this sunday okay?" Meredith said
"Okay" Stacy said and pouted.
It's morning now and I don't want to stand up. Para bang ayaw akong pakawalan ng higaan ko at gusto ko nalang matulog buong maghapon. Pero hindi pwede dahil madami na akong namissed na lessons and I need to study after all its my last year. It's only 2years for culinary course.
I, then, stand up and go to the shower.
Nasa school na ako ng mapadaan ako sa office ni Sir Sanchez. Napatigil ako doon at naisip kung papasok ba ako o hindi pero naisip ko nalang na wag na dahil baka wala ito dito. Naglakad na ako paalis pero hindi pa ako nakakalayo ng napatigil ako dahil may tumawag saakin.
"Ms. Zara" Sir Sanchez said.
I, look at him and smile.
"Good morning, sir" I greeted.
"Good morning too.... where are you going?" Sir Sanchez asked.
"I'm going to our classroom sir.....why?" I ask.
"Oh nothing." Sir said at tumalikod na ito saakin. Nakita ko pa itong lumingon saakin at ngumiti. Ngumiti din ako pabalik at umalis na.
"Uy, wag nyong kalimutan ung sa sunday ah Zara" sabi ni Stacy
"Oo na, Stacy ang kulit" sabi naman ni Meredith.
May lumapit naman saakin si Jasmin. Kaklase namin.
"Hi Zara...pwede ba kitang makausap?" Tanong nito saakin.
"Sure, why not" I said and smiled.
Lumabas kami ng classroom at nagusap sa gilid.
"Ano ba ang gusto mong sabihin?" Tanong ko.
"Uhmm I was just thinking if you like modelling?" I got shock when she ask that to me. Modelling?
Hindi naman pumasok sa utak ko ang pagmomodelling dahil chef nga ang gusto ko.
"Ah bakit mo naman naitanong yan?" Tanong ko naman.
"Kase nakita ka ng tita ko and sabi nya bagay ka daw maging model. Matangkad, sexy at maputi" sabi naman nito saakin.
"At staka ang tita ko is manager sya ng isang agency and she seemed like you" nakangiting sabi nito.
"Modelling???!!" Napatakip naman ako sa tenga ko nang sumigaw ang dalawa. Nandito sila sa cafeteria. Lunch na nila ngayon napag isipan ko kasing ikwento sa dalawa ang napagusapan namin ni Jassmin.
"Mag momodell ka Zara?" tanong naman ni Meredith.
"Well hindi pa naman, hindi pa ako nakakapag isip eh" hindi naman sa ayaw ko ang modelling kaso I have a passion and that's cooking.
"But, I thought you want to be a chef?" Tanong ni Stacy ng makabawi na ito sa gulat.
"Yes I want to be a chef of course.... pero kasi I seemed to like modelling." Kase noong bata ako ay sinasali ako ng parents ko sa mga pageants and nagwoworkshop din ako noon. Kaso itinigil ko din dahil gusto ko munang mag aral at matutukan ito.
But, modelling?? Do I like to be a model? When my dream is to be a chef?
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