Chapter 45
Kanina pa nagtetext si Jessie saakin at hinahanap ako, I don't know what gotten to me that I let myself come with him.
"Where are we going?" I ask and didn't even glance at him.
Hindi sya sumagot, kaya kinuha ko nalang ang cellphone ko at tinawagan si Jessie.
Agad ko naman nilayo ang phone ko nang marinig ang sigaw ni Jessie saakin.
"Calm down Jessie...." I said to him.
[At paano ako kakalma Zandra? Umalis ka ng walang paalam! Kung hindi kopa nakita sa CCTV na isinama ka ni Timothy ay hindi kopa malalaman!] Napabuntong hininga naman ako at tumingin nalang sa bintana.
"Okay look...I'm sorry okay? I didn't know too that this will happen..." I said and say sorry to him.
Napabuntong hininga naman ito [Si Papi Stanley tumawag saakin! And buti nalang at hindi natuloy dahil may biglaan daw siyang meeting! Myghad Zandra! Use your phone next time! I'm worried not just your PA! But your friend too!] Mahabang pagbubunganga nito.
I rolled my eyes and took a glance at Timothy who is driving. I don't know where we are heading but I somehow trust him....
"Again, I'm sorry Jessie....Sige na babalik nalang ako mamaya dyan." I said calming him. Agad ko naman binaba ang tawag ng masabi iyon para hindi na sya makapagsalita.
I sighed and look outside.
"What are we doing here?" I ask him and look at him.
He smirk and go outside. He walk infront of the car to the side where I'm sitting. He opened the door and offered his hand.
Wala naman akong nagawa kundi kunin iyon, napangiti naman sya kaya iniwas ko ang tingin ko at lumingon sa paligid.
I remembered this fucking place!
Nang makaupo kami sa damuhan ay agad siyang nagbukas ng wine.
He offered the glass to me and smiled at me. I didn't smile back at him and just took the glass.
I darkly look at him and ask "I'm asking you, what are we doing here?" I coldly ask.
He sighed and hold my hand, I pulled my hand before he can hold it.
"Don't touch me and speak!" I said.
He sighed again and look at my eyes.
"I just want to explain Zara, after this you'll decide if you want me in your life again or not" yumuko naman ito at bumuka ang bibig ngunit walang salitang lumabas.
He look at me again and showed me his smile that pains me until now.
"You'll decide and I'm gonna respect it if you still want me out of your life....just let me explain" he said.
I was shocked and didn't have the courage to talk, I don't know what to say!
"Zara?" He ask and cupped my face.
"First of all, it's not my child." The first sentence got me and look at him.
"W-what do y-you mean?" I hesitantly ask.
He smiled and look at my eyes, I can see fear and love on it.
So he still loves me? Why?
"It's not my child, after the scene when I sang the song and you left. I go to Vierra and personally ask her what happened that night." He explained.
He remove his hand on my cheeks and drink the wine.
"But, when I got to her house there's a man holding her hand, Vierra is crying. I'm confused so I hid and listened to them" I didn't know why I'm listening to him.
"I was shocked that I heard the man saying that he's the father of the child, I didn't know him so I walk to their direction and saw how Vierra was so shocked." Lumaki naman ang mga mata ko at hindi makapaniwalang tumingin sakanya.
So Vierra is lying?
After nyang masabi ang lahat ay umiyak nalang ito bigla kaya nagulat ako at pinapatigil sya.
So he try to find me? But my parents and his parents didn't let him.
And that fucking Vierra! All this time my tears are just a fucking waste! All this 6 years that I'm miserable and so broken because my first love cheated on me is not true!
"I'm sorry Zara, for letting this happened. I know that this is all my fault" he said and continue crying.
I didn't know that this man can cry like this!
"Stop crying Timothy!" I shout. Gulat naman syang tumingin saakin.
Tumayo ako at akma ng aalis ng yakapin nya ang bewang ko.
"Please Zara don't leave me again! I promise to be more careful just don't leave me....." I control my myself to not cry and promised to myself that to think about it first before I decide.
Kinalas ko ang yakap nya sa bewang ko at nilingon siya. "I need to think about it....so please give me some space." I said and walk away.
It's been 3 weeks after that happened. I'm glad that Timothy gave me some space.
"Fiercer Cass!.....just like that!....okay good!" The photographer said.
I look at the side and hold my dress up.
"Okay that's good! Let's pack up guys!" The photographer said.
Agad naman lumapit saakin si Jessie at sinuotan ako ng robe.
Pagkapasok palang sa dressing room ko ay umupo ako sa sofa at sumandal doon.
"It's tiring Jes!" I said and massage my temple.
"You chose this path so, stop complaining" sabi naman nito kaya umirap ako at binato sya ng unan.
Bumukas naman ang pinto at niluwa doon si Jasmin na nakangiti ng parehas saamin ni Jessie.
Nawala naman kaagad ang ngiti nito ng makita ang mukha ko.
"Are you tired?" She asked and sit beside me.
"Yes of course!" I said and rolled my eyes at her.
Tumawa naman ito at hinampas ako.
"Aray ko!" I hissed.
"I'm sorry okay! It's just that you're so stressed this past few weeks!" She said and stand up, going to Jessie.
"Just don't mind her Jas, she's tired" sabi naman ni Jessie kaya naman ipinagpapasalamat ko iyon.
Bigla namang tumili si Jasmin at si Jessie kaya naman napatingin ako sakanila.
"Why?" I ask and stand up to go at their direction.
"Hay nako talaga itong si papi Stanley ayaw pang aminin na namimiss ako! Dba noh Jas!" Kinikilig na sabi ni Jessie kaya naman umirap kaming dalawa ni Jasmin at pinalo sya.
"He said that he wants to meet us all! Hindi lang ikaw Jessie!" Sabi naman ni Jasmin kaya napatawa ako.
Sumimangot naman si Jessie at sinamaan kami ng tingin. "Why? It's true!" Sabi ko naman.
"Grabe kayo saakin! Kaibigan ko ba talaga kayo?!" Sabi nito at nagtipa ng mensahe kay Stanley.
Bumukas naman ang pintuan at niluwa doon si Claire.
"Omyghad Zandra! I just saw your latest magazine! And it's super amazing!" Tili ni Claire at niyakap ako.
"You're too loud claire! Stop that!" I hissed and rolled my eyes.
Hindi nya pinansin ang sinabi ko at pumunta nalang sa likod ko, dahil nandon sila Jas at Jessie.
"Do you want to come with us Claire?" Tanong ni Jessie. Umilint naman si Claire.
"Nope! I have a date!" Sambit nito kaya naman napangisi kami sakanya.
So she's trying to make him jealous huh?
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A/N: 5 more chapters to go!
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