"so how are you feeling now?" jimin worriedly asked holding taehyung's hand with his hands, giving it an assuring squeeze as if he wants to say taehyung that he can tell him anything---
they were certainly sitting inside taehyung's bedroom after they have their breakfast, as jimin wanted some privacy to talk with taehyung
however jeongguk wasn't really agreed with it, but he didn't said anything either, as jimin was quick to ask taehyung that if they can talk in his bedroom which the brunette hesitantly asked looking at his husband's displeased look
"yes! I'm fine now just some time feel some weakness" taehyung smiled, making jimin sigh in relief
but little did jimin knows that the smile was nothing but a lie----
taehyung didn't wanted to make jimin worried anymore the blonde hair male had a lot of important thing to worry---like his upcoming final exams, his career, his studies and taehyung doesn't want to become another burden on him---
he knows jimin will get mad if he gets to know how taehyung kept him in dark, but in taehyung's point of view, he was doing right thing for his best friend's life
he felt guilty for lying, for not telling him that he had felt some pain on his chest----he doesn't want jimin to get stressed over his health problems anymore
he already had done enough for me---
taehyung smiled sadly, feeling guilty, but nonetheless he didn't let jimin see his pain---
now it's time for him to focus in his life---
" you stop asking me question I want to know about your someone special" taehyung instead ask trying to change topic
jimin sighed softly remembering about his 'someone special', his eyes softened as a fond look appears on them
"taehyung you'll know him when you'll meet him--- okay" jimin assured the brunette who sulks a bit "and I promise I myself make you meet him--- soon"
because I don't have time tae, you don't have time----
jimin looked away trying to blink his tears away, causing taehyung to frowned at his behavior
"hey what happened? " he asked worriedly
jimin shakes his head blinking rapidly to get rid of welling tears "no, nothing it's just something get inside my eyes" he lied through his fake smile, not wanting taehyung to get suspicious
"but hey can I ask something" jimin asked causing taehyung to giggled out
"pabo you can ask me anything you don't have to ask for my permission---"
"nah, not when I was about to ask something related to your husband because, who knows when you suddenly become protective over him" jimin teasingly said
taehyung smile sheepishly remember about the incident before in cafe where he get mad and lash out on jimin
"jimin---"
"yeah yeah I know you can't bear to hear anything bad about your husband" jimin rolled his eyes "but I'm not going to say anything bad about your husband okay?"
taehyung smiled softly as a pinkish blush appear on his face when he heard jimin addressing his husband
"is he taking good care of yours?"
jimin carefully asked, regardless of their talk in hospital, jimin still can't believe jeongguk easily, a person who can't even talk formally with him, can he takes good care of taehyung?
he don't want to be doubtful but he can't help his thoughts---
"he is---" taehyung mumbled with a fond smile thinking about how jeongguk had taken care of him---
how he remind him to eat and take medicine on times, how he made him sleep on time---
"----you know jimin I find it weird" taehyung suddenly spoke up causing jimin to get stiffened
"what-t"
"I mean--" taehyung said thinking about those few days, where jeongguk's behavior suddenly changed towards him---even it's a bit
"----jeongguk isn't a person who show his emotions regardless of situation, but ever since I get admitted to the hospital---something changed, something changed in him"
"he was showing his care, even though it's a little bit, but he finally express his feelings" he thoughtfully mumbled
"aren't you happy that he is expressing his care?" jimin softly asked
taehyung smile sadly shaking his head "no, I'm happy to see him caring about me but---"
"but what?" jimin ask in anticipation getting curious
"but it scares me jimin---" taehyung suddenly mumbled causing jimin to frowned
"scares? about what taehyung?"
"you know after spending three years with jeongguk I'd come to accept our relationship as it is---" taehyung chuckled bitterly as his eyes slightly get welled
"we were like two sides of the river jimin---" taehyung softly mumbled
"we stay together, live together, travel together but still there was a distance between us---we are near but still not close enough---"
"I'd accept this long ago but this sudden change, brings a new hope inside me---" he sadly murmured
"I'd accept that there's unknown wall between us but this hope is making me think---" he anxiously said "that what if I am successful to shattered it a bit?"
"what if finally I'm able to call him mine?----" tears welled up in his eyes as he was quick to wipe them
he looked up at his best friend with hopeful yet fearful eyes---
"I don't want this hope to get break jimin---" he fearfully mumbled "I don't---"
but little did they know a certain someone was listening to them, feeling his heart aching badly for his better half---
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ah taehyung will make you cry :(
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THOSE 3 MONTHS | tk
Fanfictioneven after three years of their marriage, still there was an unseen glass wall between them, an unwanted distance, like the two shores of the river who stay besides each other but never meets, they were together but still not close enough how a marr...
