overwhelmed.
that's the only word which can describe's taehyung's feeling, but he couldn't point out if it is because he was nervous and scared that maybe it's a dream and it will get break soon---
or the happiness he felt hearing his husband's words---
it might not mean much to a normal person, but these mere three words " you and I " it hold a big meaning in the brunette's life---
the mere three words, they hold his heart---
Only he knows how much he crave to be with his love--- just him and his husband, that's all, it's enough to content his heart
gulping down his overwhelmed feeling taehyung stare at his husband in daze, breathing out a question which kept bugging his mind---
"why?"
he nervously whispered out not wanting to get his hope high, what if it might get crushed again?
jeongguk, breathes out sadly, he had seen it coming, it's not easy to make taehyung believe that finally, finally he is treating him like he should have--
it's all his fault.
sighing softly jeongguk look at his husband with soft gaze thinking how he should explain his husband his feelings without making another mistake
"I'm sorry----"
the ravenette finally utter those words he was aching to say loud out---he finally apologized
"huh?" taehyung utter in disbelief yet in confusion he can't understand why his husband suddenly apologising---
" I'm sorry for being a worst husband, for not treating you the way I should----"
the said words left taehyung dumbfounded, he didn't how to react as he kept gazing his husband in daze, confused by his husband's sudden confession
"I know you must he thinking why suddenly----" jeongguk bit down his bitter smile
he wished he could tell you taehyung that it's not sudden---
he always cared about his husband, but never showed it
his insecurity took best of him, no his not using it as an excuse but it's the truth---
jeongguk never trusted himself with his feelings, it was always hard for to him show them
and jeongguk knows he was always hesitate, he was afraid what if he ruins everything----
but now, the another fear of losing his husband soon had took over his insecurities
he knows it's late but he still has few moments to live with his husband, to make them memorable---
not just for taehyung, but for himself too
he wants to correct his mistakes, and he will try everything
"---- I won't try to justify myself, because I know I was wrong, you deserve to be loved taehyung---"
a lone tear unconsciously roll down from taehyung's eyes as his heart was swelling with happiness yet there was an aching---
the aching feelings seeing his husband finally opening up to him--- it was ache of happiness
"--- I know I can make everything right in just one night, by one dinner date, but I'll try my best to make you feel deserved, worthy, and-----loved"
"I'd realised your worth long ago taehyung, ever since you came in my life, but now I know showing it, cherishing it, is important too"
jeongguk gulped down lump his throat his felt his heart beating fast--- restlessly
and unknown anxious feelings creeped inside his heart
what if taehyung mistook him? what if he said something wrong? will taehyung accept him?
he nervously looks up at his husband as his heart ached, it pained seeing those pair of beautiful eyes filled with tears
taehyung breaths out shakily trying to grasp the delimma---
and suddenly a wave of happiness engulfed his heart
realising that his husband finally let him enter his haven---
he couldn't thank the lord enough for finally bringing this beautiful day in his life
he with trembling hands wipe out his tears looking up at his husband who sat there quietly waiting for him to say something
anything.
jeongguk heart couldn't stop beating fast due the fear as he stare at his husband, he face might not show his emotions but he was scared
scared thinking how taehyung will react---
will he doubt jeongguk's intentions______
"t-thank you jeongguk-k"
his train of thought halt when his husband muttered out those words, jeongguk heart stilled gazing at his husband who was looking at him with love---
there was no hint of doubt---
no hesitation---
no indecisive---
those eyes they just held love.
indefensible love.
for him----
a sigh of relief escape from the ravenette's lips as if someone just give him his breath back--- as he smile at his husband not trying to hide his emotional for the first time----
how could jeongguk forgot, his husband, taehyung never misunderstands him.
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