the driving through the way, it was awfully quiet, which bothered jeongguk because unusually this time there wasn't a comfortable silence between them but rather tensed
having enough of his husband's quietness jeongguk, park his car on side, turning towards taehyung
"taehyung?" he called only to see his husband lost in some thoughts
"tae?!" he called again finally catching his husband's attention who flinched slightly before looking at him
"uhm- why did you stopped car?" taehyung frowned
"why are you stressing yourself?" jeongguk asked instead, as the brunette's eyes widened before he looked away biting his lips
"taehyung I'm asking you something--"
the stern voice makes taehyung sighed as he turned to look at the ravenette again.
" why their talks didn't bothered you?" taehyung asked "they judge you, calls you name, think bad about you! don't you feel anger?" his voice kind of get loud with emotions, the incident memories irked him again
jeongguk stare at him awhile before turning away leaning on his seat "I'm used to it taehyung, it's not new for me hearing people cursing him, or calling me freak, asshole, arrogant, I never actually heard other talking good about me in company"
he shrugged as if it's nothing but the brunette's heart aches seeing his unfazed behavior, his husband is used to something which he shouldn't
"but their opinion doesn't matter to me until they do their work properly" jeongguk said "you shouldn't think about them, ignore them"
taehyung gulped, breathing shakily "I don't know about you jeongguk but i can't ignore if someone says bad about you"
jeongguk's heart beat quickened, staring at his husband's teary eyes---
" I don't like it jeongguk, they are, no one to say anything about you when they don't know you, not even jimin, not even my hyung's, no one--"
jeongguk gulped seeing a lone tear rolled down from his husband's beautiful eyes as a sudden ache felt in his heart to just wipe away his sorrows
so he did, bringing his hand forward he cupped the crying brunette's cheek wiping his tears with thumb
"they have their reasons tae, I really don't blame them,nor i care about their thoughts--" jeongguk whispered "none of them matters"
"then what matters to you jeongguk?" taehyung asked in hushed voice, eyes anxiously wandering over his husband's face
jeongguk frowned, he knows the answer from years, but never voice it out directly, he always avoid his inner voice
but what change this time, why his heart felt heavy as if there are some burden over it, why it was in verge to say his thoughts his belief out loud?
maybe he knows he won't have second chance to say it---
this cruel time, it won't give him other chance to confess again if he didn't do it yet.
"you"
"huh?--" taehyung's heart skipped
"you---you matters to me jeon taehyung"
and his heart which always felt heavy, suddenly feels more in peace as if it's just wanted to say this words
to his husband, his taehyung.
"your opinion matters to me, if you understand me then i don't need anyone else--"
"you are enough for me"
taehyung breath hitched---
he can't believe his husband said that, is he dreaming? or is he being delusional?
is his mind is playing games with him?
or it's all because the all those heavy dose medicine he has been taking recently, is it side effects of them?
there was numerous doubt in his mind---
but the warmness against his skin makes him believe it's real.
the firm honesty inside that charcoal eyes.
which always left him in awe despite the cold aura.
taehyung gulped he too wanted to say, confess again and again how much he matters to him too!
his jeongguk, how much he loves him--
but words seems to caught in his throat, he couldn't form any words to express his happiness
but as if jeongguk read his overwhelmed feelings the ravenette, caressed his cheeks softly
"let's go yeah? your friend might be waiting for you"
jeongguk said instead not wanting to pressure his husband by sudden confession.
taehyung nods, breathing shakily leaning against the seat.
jeongguk pulled his hand back starting the car again, he sighed in relief the tensed silence was long gone
leaving the couple in peaceful quietness.
taehyung pull down the car window, leaning against it, he wants to feel some free air, otherwise the suffocating feeling inside him--
the feelings to yell in happiness jump all around, throw himself over his husband won't calm down
smiling at his silly thoughts taehyung close his eyes, a tender smile adoring his face.
as a very familiar voice rings in his mind like a hushed whispers---
you... you matters to me jeon taehyung.....
you are enough for me....
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some heart warming moments before they meet Lisa ☺❤
and you know some times we wants to say so many things but couldn't find words to express them? well that's exactly happened with taehyung when jeongguk finally confess to him with all honesty.
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THOSE 3 MONTHS | tk
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