(This chapter is edited)
Y/n pov:
Oh Salazar, Oh Salazar, Oh Salazar.........
I was panicking, today is Friday. Friday. I told harry I would like to talk to him. I wanted to tell him, who I truly am
Is he gonna freak out? Yes.
Is he gonna hate me? Yes.
But I have to tell him eventually, why not now? I took a deep breath and walk into the great hall
I saw Harry and Ginny laughing, probably talking about something. My eyes locked with Hermione's, she gave a small smile which I returned with a nod then walked towards Slytherin's table.
"You're late" Pansy started "again" she added, I just sat down. Blaise raised his eyebrow then looked at pansy.
"Hey guys" we all turn our heads and see Theo coming toward us, he sat next to me "hi" I gave him a small smile "Theodore where's Alexander?" Pansy asked, I rolled my eyes.
Why does she care about that git? He is doing a favour for me by not being here.
"He went home" Theo answered. Home? "Yea, father send a letter to old man, saying he wants Alex for something" Theo replied looking at me. Wait, did I say that out loud?
Which work is he on about?
"Y/n!" I looked up "huh...what?" I asked "you haven't eaten anything" Pansy pointed out "oh...I'm not hungry" she nodded and continued talking to the boys.
I looked at the Gryffindor table, Ginny was gone. Hermione and Ron were talking about something while looking at Brown. My grey eyes met Harry's green one. I quickly looked down
I'm so dumb
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I took a parchment and a quill
Meet me in the Astronomy tower at 11. I want to tell you something important
PS: be alone
I gave the note to Ryuu (Owl) "Give this to Harry" she nodded and fly away
"How're things between you and Potter?" I looked up and saw Theo "I heard what happen"
"How did you know? Nobody knew that we were a thing" I asked curiously "accept few" I added, remembering my friends
He let out a small giggle "I'm not dumb" he sat next to me "besides, Alex told me about him kissing you and stuff" I rolled my eyes "he's an complete asshole"
There was a silence, should I ask Theo? He knows I am a death eater he could help me
"Theo?" He looked at me "I want to ask something, but you have to be honest about it" He nodded "what is it?" He asked
"I-I am planning on telling Harry who I really am," I said in one breath, Theo raised his eyebrow and looked away before looking back at me "I just can't hide it from him. If he finds in another way he is gonna hate me--"
"Who you are?" He laughed "you are Y/n Malfoy that's who you are" Theo continued "and being you-know-what was not your choice, you didn't ask for it" he put his hand on my shoulder "if he truly loved you, he is not going to hate you. Believe me" He smiled. I bit my lips and nodded
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It was 11:20 when I reached the Astronomy tower. I know I was later as I sat in my room thinking if I should come or not. As I walked inside I saw someone standing there...Harry Potter
"Harry?" I whispered yelled and he turn around his green eyes met my grey ones.
"Y/n!" Harry walked towards me "I was waiting for you" he said awkwardly, I just gave him a little nod
There was an awkward silence until Harry spoke "It's brilliant, the sky" I looked at him then at the sky. It truly was beautiful
"It's beautiful" I whispered, I can feel Harry's eyes on my face as I was looking at the sky
"it is" he mumbled
I turn my head towards him "Me or the sky?" I joked
"You" harry busted out "I mean sky-you and the sky. both" I laughed
"You're cute" He looked at me "You're cute and awkward at the same time. Have I ever told you that?"
"You have" Harry smiled
Harry was staring at y/n "Am I that beautiful?" She asked him "yes..no I mean yes you are but I didn't mean it in that way" Harry panicked, Y/n just looked at him and giggled
"Oh Salazar you are so cute," Y/n said in between her laugh, "you're cute, cute and awkward at the same time"
"What was the thing you want to tell me?" Harry asked "Oh, erm...harry" I looked down
Should I? it's complicated
"I'm actually..."
say it, say it, say it
"I'm sorry" I busted out.
WHAT!
Harry looked at me in confusion "I'm sorry for whatever happened this year. Things were just weird and complicated"
I was not going to say that, then why did I??
Harry pulled me in a hug "it's alright, I get it" he whispered "you're right, things were weird this year. And I felt shattered when you left me" a tear left my eye "You are the best thing that happen to and I can't lose you" he pulled away
Harry wiped out the tear "I don't think I'm the right person for you" I told him "You're the 'boy who lived' you can get any girl" I added
"I got you," Harry said softly
"Me?" I snorted "who's father wants you dead" I joked making him laugh "At this point, everyone wants me dead," Harry said and it was my turn to laugh
"I love you Y/n" Harry whispered, "but, I'm a Malfoy, Harry. It just-we just......can't" I said looking straight into his eyes "I don't care about you being a Malfoy" he took a step forward "I just know that you're Y/n" I can feel his breath "My Y/n" with that he filled the gap.
He kissed me. Harry's soft lips were brushing over mine. It was like finding water in the desert. And this boy never fails to give butterflies "I love you too Harry" I said in between the kiss
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Infinity || Harry Potter
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