𝕀'𝕞 𝕠𝕜𝕒𝕪

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"Look at them." I hear Toni sigh.

"It's like a movie!" Hayden whispers but I can hear the excitement in his voice.

"I feel like a proud mama." Amara sighs.

"But you are her Mama." Mum chuckles. "So you are a proud mama."

"I'm just thankful they don't hate eachother anymore. Or atleast they aren't ignoring eachother." Hayden whispers.

I open one eyes lid and see them all infront of me except for Lina, of course. She's still fast asleep, her forehead resting against my jaw while her left arm is crossed over my chest and her hand is holding my shoulder.

"If you guys are going to talk, do it outside. She's asleep and I would be too if it wasn't for your stupidly loudly voices. Which by the way I think you all need to have your hearing tested because you weren't being quiet at all." I whisper to them and when they first hear my voice they all jump slightly.

"Sorry Piccolo." Mum apologies. "I just brought over some stuff. We were going to go to Dads grave but we didn't want to go if you couldn't."

And it hits me. The reason I was in the bar in the first place before I swung for that piece of shit. I went there because it was the anniversary. Shit.

"You guys go. I'd rather you went then nobody. I'll go the minute I'm out of here." I whisper to them, still not wanting to wake up a sleeping Lina.

"Are you sure?" Toni asks.

"Yeah. I'm fine here." I reply.

"Did she read the book?" Toni asks me again, I completely forgot that after Lina shoved her infront of my door the other day, that I told her about that.

"I told her not to. She still doesn't trust me. Which is fair. I need to prove to her that she can. That I can be her person." I whisper.

"Look at you Meredith Grey." Toni jokes and I realise what I just said.

"Your fault for making me watch it." I grumble. "Regardless, I need her to trust me before she reads the book."

"Yeah and hopefully in that time you'll just grow a pair and tell her to her face." Toni scoffs and I want to argue but she's right. I have to find a way to tell Lina face to face but to do that, I've got to play it her way. I've got to be her friend or whatever it is we are to eachother right now.

"Look just go to the cemetery and come back later." I tell them and they all nod their heads. As they all begin to walk out I hear them whispering.

"What's in the book?" Mum, Amara and Hayden all ask Toni at the same time.

She gaze drifts to me and I shake my head. "I can't say." She replies and when she thinks she's further away so I can't hear she says "I'll tell you in the car." And I roll my eyes. Why the fuck did I tell her a secret when I know she can't keep anything to herself.

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