kids • jude bellingham

eighteen

24.12.23

jude's pov

we walk into winter wonderland, just as the snow begins to fall on our shoulders

the sky glistened and were filled with fairy lights of all shapes and sizes, as we make our way through the park, which was busy on christmas eve

i notice her eyes stumble across an ice skating rink

"Judeee- can we please go ice skating" the girl begs me

i looks at her "Cee, you know i can't skate"

"okay, so i'll teach you" she laughs

i loved her too much to say no, but at the same time i physically can't skate, i know i'll embarrass myself

"fine" i lose to her

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we walk over to the rink, grabbing a pair of skates each, and heading by the entrance

i was already wobbling around in the shoes, holding onto her as i tried to walk in them

she steps onto the busy ice rink and helps me in

i instantly hold onto the edge of the rink, desperately trying not to fall

the girl laughs and i send her a death stare

"okay, maybe i should teach you how to do this" she says as she effortlessly glides towards me and takes me in her hands

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it takes a while, but eventually i can move around but only if she held my hands, and it was also really busy, and i didn't feel like getting injured, so we found a seal shaped pusher thing that was definitely made for kids

i take a seat on it and we move around the cold rink for a bit

she shows me a couple spins as i watch her from my little seat, and eventually i agree to getting up and pushing her on the seal a little bit, which i do manage to do fine

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"that was fun" she smiles

"okay now we have to go on a rollercoaster" i tease her

"oh you little bitch, no"

i knew how much she was scared of rollercoasters, when we were 14, we went to Alton towers with a group of friends, and she forced me to stay with her the whole time in fucking CBeebies land and the only ride we went on was a babies rollercoaster shaped as the hungry caterpillar

after a long wait in a line, i eventually force her onto a rollercoaster with me

"fuckkk" she says as we strap into the rollercoaster "i hate you Jude"

"love you too" i laugh as i grip her hand

the rollercoaster blasts off and i she sits next to me in absolute silence, and in shock, and i'm pretty sure she went unconscious somewhere in the middle

"you're such a bit-" she begins to say as the ride stops, but her mouth fills with vomit which pours all over the cart

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"they've shut the ride" i say as she walks out of the bathroom where she was cleaning herself up

"go away" she looks at me, lowkey pissed

"lovee, i'm sorry"

"ok"

"no, don't get angry at me, not on christmas" i tell her, placing an arm on her shoulder

she stares at me

"ugh you're so annoying don't ever do that again" she laughs

"im sorryyy Chloee"

"it's fine" she smiles as i peck her mouth

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"I'M A MOTHERFUCKING STARBOY" we scream in the car as we finally arrive back in birmingham

"im going to lose my voice haha, but god do i love the weeknd" she smiles

"we need to go to a concert of his man, his music is beautiful"

"pleaseee"

as we take our coats off, her phone begins ringing

"i'll take this quickly" she smiles putting the phone to her ear

as i take my shoes off i hear her voice quieten and say

"wait what?" she says, her voice almost in distress "no no no no"

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