Never Knew

Chapter 9 - Pillow talk

---TRIGGER WARNING: FOR MATURE AUDIENCE ONLY ---

Evelyn's POV

The new drug on the street had hazel eyes and a heartbeat. I never realized I could feel so high and be so sober at the same time. 

I had sobered up, the cold water had helped with that, I had no idea if he did that on purpose or not, but I didn't care. He was mesmerizing, I felt his strong grasp all over my body and I wanted to give him more of me. I needed to give Ashton more of me. I still had my legs wrapped around his hips and I suddenly felt all too aware that I was wearing close to nothing. I think he realized my hesitation at that moment as we were getting soaked because I pulled away from his lips, forehead to forehead and lips inches away I got self-conscious all of a sudden. 

"Hey," he whispers.

 "I got you; we can stop right now and just go lay down," he says in one breath looking back towards the bed. 

I shake my head, "I want to do something else." I say, kissing him back harder than before. 

He starts taking his shirt off un-buttoning it until I see his well-defined chest and his lean stomach. I grab his hand, leaving the water on I pull him towards my bed and push him gently back on it. I start rubbing him over his pants and he groans, and I'm taken aback by how hard he is, I expected to feel something just not that. I get this pressure in between my legs, and I bite my lip as we make eye contact. He throws his head back as I pull on his belt and pull down his zipper. 

"You want me to?" I whisper. He frowns pleadingly licking his lips. I get up to go turn off the main light and leave the little lamp in my room on instead and he groans when he sees me in my black, lace bra and thong walking away. 

"Don't turn it off, I want to see every bit of your face when you do it." He says in a tone I hadn't heard before. 

My heart starts beating almost straight out of my chest, but I'm bubbling with a mixture of nervousness, desire, and excitement. I walk back over to the bed and slowly crawl up to him. 

"I want it in my mouth," I whisper, he lets out a soft groan and I touch him exactly where his body is begging to be touched right now. I start moving my hand how he tells me to and when it's rock hard and I have him pre- Cumming all over my hand I put him in my mouth and start licking him from the tip of his shaft all the way down.

"Fuck Evelyn," He moans, and suddenly those words become music to my ears for the next fifteen minutes. 

I spit on it, I stroke, I suck the length of him as I stroke him with my left hand and he goes absolutely fucking feral, I can feel him in my mouth throbbing as he warns me that he's about to cum. The best part is the unbroken eye contact and the promise it comes with for future reference. The unspoken words with the look on his face. And then of course there are the actual words coming out of his mouth as I take him in mine. 

"Baby you're doing so good, you're so fucking good," He groans. 

I was yearning for him so badly that I started to touch myself but when he saw where my right hand was going, he said "Don't you fucking dare, that's all me." 

The next thing I knew I felt the rush of all his pleasure in my mouth and I swallowed it greedily until his breathing was heavier than before. As soon as he was done my jaw was so sore, he wasn't the only one breathing heavily. I'm kneeling in front of him on the bed now and he pulls me in kissing me in a frenzy and I gasp at the elation that consumes me.