lengthy chapter coming up, sorryyyy lol
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Jude
sorry babe, I can't call you tonight
I'm absolutely exhausted from all
the training
I might knock out just sending this
message to you
Isa
lol, it's okay
I'm kind of tired from the studio sessions too
Jude
I do really want to talk to you more
but I'm serious about getting better as
a footballer
that's got to be my main focus right now
and same goes to you with your music
Isa
yeah, that's true
Jude
so I'll text you tomorrow then
have a good night
love you🤍
Isa
goodnight
love you too
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JUDE'S POV
I don't mean to not text her as constantly as I used to, but I know that it's what she wants. She told me that she wanted to focus on her music and she told me that she wanted me to focus on my game. So that's what I'm doing.
But truthfully, it sucks. I don't like it. I just want to talk to her like how we used to. I don't want our jobs to take up all of this time.
The thing is that I know it's going to get worse once she finishes her song. She said that she'd come back to Madrid, but after that she's going to start working on her tour.
I know that it's selfish of me to not want her to do it. But I wouldn't ever tell her that, it's what she wants and she deserves it.
I just miss having her around all the time. When I got home she was right there, waiting for me with her arms wide open. It was nice.
I should just go to Barcelona to see everyone. But I can't. Things still seem sensitive and I really don't want Isa to feel like I can't be away from her.
Ugh, I just want the love of my life back.
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no isa or danna
Jude
hey lads
Gavi
What's up
Ferran
Are you better now
Jude
Yes
Joao
Good
Jude
Whatever
have any of you talked to Isa?
Pedri
yeah
Jude
how does she seem?
Ferran
you haven't talked to her?
Jude
No, I have.
but not that much
our schedules aren't aligning much rn
Joao
oh, sorry about that bud
but she seems fine
her and danna have been busy
Jude
does danna text you a lot?
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AFTERGLOW |JUDE BELLINGHAM
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