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ISADORA'S POV

"How did they find out?" I ask danna as I pace around my hotel room. "It was extremely private, and I don't want to think that any of the guys would say anything."

"I don't think they would either...I'm so sorry that this is happening."

I take a seat on the bed, and put my head in my hands. "Things were finally getting better...and now this whole situation is public. I don't want anyone's pity Dani."

"I asked Joao if he said anything and he said no, none of the guys ever mentioned it."

I look back up and turn to her, "Do you think Jude said anything?"

Her mouth forms into a flat line and she shakes her head, "Isa, he would never."

"I don't think he would either, but it could've slipped."

"I think that you should text him...he has to deal with this too," she suggests. "The only person that can understand your feelings at this moment, is Jude."

"I just don't want to know if he was the one that said something, because if he was, I don't know how I'd feel..."

"The media is crazy Isa, you don't know how far they'll go for a story."

I sigh and then nod, knowing that I have to talk to him.

"I'll text him right now."

"good," she says in a comforting tone. "I'll go back to my room so that you can have privacy, but just know I'm here for you. We all are."

"Thank you Dani," I say as she offers me a smile and makes her way out of the room.

"please don't let it be Jude's fault," I whisper to myself as I open my phone and click on his contact.

But he's the only one that can understand....


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Isa
Hi...I don't know if you've seen the media lately?

Jude
I have, I wanted to text you about it but I wasn't sure
if you really wanted to hear from me.

Isa
Do you by any chance know how that information
got out?

Jude
Are you suggesting that it was me?

Isa
no, never.
I just wanted to know if you knew anything

Jude
oh
well, no. I don't

Isa
Can I just ask if you told anyone else about it?
like besides our friends

Jude
No I didn't
well actually
I might've told Declan
but trust me, Declan would never say anything

Isa
you told Dec?

Jude
he wouldn't say anything

Isa
not even to any other teammates?

Jude
no, a lot of them texted me after the story came out
telling me that they were sorry about it
but maybe someone heard us talking about it
I didn't see anyone around, but if that's the case
then I'm sorry
it's probably my fault

Isa
it's not your fault
Danna's right, we don't know how far the media
would go to find things out.
You didn't want the information out, and neither did I
so I'm sorry too.

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