In one moment, I'm joyful, laughter bursting free,
Then next, thoughts cloud my mind, do they matter, you see?
My life's an emotional rollercoaster, a mental strain,
I'm weary of living, yet still here, in the game.
What's my purpose here? What's this life for, I fear?
How long must this ride persist, with no end clear?
Seven years on this rollercoaster, the day it began,
When will I find solace, and move on from this plan?
When will I heal, let go of what doesn't truly matter?
Release the grip of those thoughts, and make my life better?