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I want someone to read

Everything I've written.

Maybe someone will find this

When none of these things will matter

Any longer,

And then they will understand

What was going through my head.

Maybe no one will ever read my notes

And that's okay

Because if someone did

It would be like a slither of my thoughts,

My real thoughts,

My wild thoughts,

My duality of man,

And I'm smiling now because

I'm thinking about English

And you're in my English

And I can write about you

And no one would know.

Look how my mind wanders

This is why I write things down so

I can control the

Uncontrollable thoughts;

The demons in my mind.

Because, to be honest,

You take my breath away

And give me butterflies.

Maybe because you give me the

Attention I have been waiting for.

I think I want attention

But not too much.

Just enough to make me feel noticed.

Just enough

To make me fall for you.

(Found between a patch of daffodils at the edge of Wild Cherry Park) 

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