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Today,

We chose

To sail 

Together. 

The sun

Was out

The sky was blue

And the lake looked

Enticing. 

Of course, I have

Doubts.

I keep

Having a 

Niggling thought

That it

Is all a cruel

Trick.

That one day

Or at any moment

The charade will be over

And I will be heart broken.

I'm supposed to hate

You, but,

I don't.

I think I'm realising 

That what I thought before,

Is true.

I still see you

As a person

That everyone

Loves.

But I think I

Love you too.

Why else,

What other reason,

What other power gives

You the permission

To own my every

Waking thought.

Unless it was love,

Or whatever love is.

You said something today,

Which now I do not remember

But as we were 

Tipping over again,

I did the

Most unbelievable thing:

I gave your shoulder

A half-hearted nudge.

You splashed into the water

And the boat righted itself. 

When you managed to 

Climb on again,

You ran towards me,

Encased my body in you arms,

and

Jumped

Off the other side

Into the water

And every time

I think of that

Moment,

I smile.

(found by the boats)

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