A Mixed Love {BWWM}

2-Problems In The house

Kayla POV

I tried to keep my eyes off Luke in 3rd period. It was impossible everytime I looked at him he was smiling back at me. It's only been 3 weeks since he's moved here and Im attached. We talk and text on the phone every night until we fall asleep. I feel like I'm falling for him but every time he tries to talk about a relationship I back out I don't want a relationship I can't want it and I don't want it I can't lose myself to another guy. I know my dad wont approve he's not really white people friendly. I mean he's a drug lord and most of the cops around here are white and fat so he kind of has a personal Vendetta to anybody that reminds him of a cop so pretty much white people.

I was on my way to the parking lot after school when I reached my car I felt someone grabbed me from behind I turned around ready to fight when I Luke's face. I couldn't help but smile.

"What are you doing?" I asked blushing a little sometimes I hate being this light skin.

"So I can't grab on my girlfriend now."He said looking a little hurt.

"Girlfriend?" I asked

"Yes I don't know why you keep acting like we're not together we talk everyday im always at our house. The only thing we haven't done is kiss and I know you want to.  We get so close all the time but then you just leave why won't you just let me in?" She said looking deep into my eyes.

He asked with a kind of seriousness in his eyes that I knew that had to come clean.

"Look I've just been hurt so many times I don't want to fall for somebody and then they open leave me or do something that hurts me or break my heart. I gave my virginity to my last boyfriend and then the day after he left me saying that's all he wanted." I said as a tear fell.

"He never even liked me he cheated on me for 6 months just to win a bet with his friends that he get in my pants." I said to him I put my face in my hands and cried he pulled me close.

"I'm so sorry that happened to you mi amor." He said and he picked me up and put me in the passenger side of my car close the door got in and drove me home.

The ride was silent all I can do is cry me just thinking about Kaden. The fact that my dad killed him made everything even worse. I know I look like a little baby crying in front of Luke but he made it feel a little bit better because every now and then he would put his hand on my my upper thigh and rub little circles with his thumb and told me everything will be alright. He pulled up to my house but I knew my mom wouldn't be home anytime soon she's been out with her new boyfriend Jason. That's all she ever does nowadays go out with him she barely even speaks to me now.

I unlock the door and we walked in. I turned around and before I could stop him Luke grabbed me up. He crashed his lips on to mine.

All I could do was kiss back. His lips felt so good on mine. I could feel my girl getting wet I had to stop this I thought but before I knew it we were up in my bed room. He layed me on the bed and got on top of me.

"Baby can I make love to you?" He asked.

"It's been awhile..... be gentle." I said I what y'all thinking why we going so fast. I honestly don't care no more. I really like him and if he leaves he leaves. I can't keep being afraid to let someone in.

((FAIR WARNING 🚨🚨 This book is very mature so if  you can't handle that then please skip ahead. I won't put this before every mature scene so be aware that this is a mature book. Thanks💚))

He nodded and pulled down my pants and panties. His eyes got wide when he looked at my girl.

"What?" I asked confused