dear beomgyu,

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<— beomgyu

—————Friday, December 25, 2015—————

beomgyu
merry christmas! | 12:00am

merry christmas, gyu!
i hope to see you
again soon
you're coming
12:05am | back here, right?

beomgyu

i told my dad if we
can come back in
manila this summer
and he
said he'll see. :) | 7:34am

really? i can't wait to
see you again, gyu!
8:00am | i really miss you :(

beomgyu

i miss you too. i
hope we can see
each other again. | 8:06am

promise me
8:10am | you'll come back?

beomgyu

i promise. :) | 8:13am

dear beomgyu,

do you still remember what was the last message you sent to me? because i do remember. you promised me that you'll come back. i held on to your promise but it's already been years and four summers had passed and i still haven't heard from you yet.

i can still remember that christmas. the day that you promised you'll come back. the day that you also left me hanging.

after that message, you never sent me another one. i flooded you with lots of messages that day to share how my christmas day went. but you never replied. i thought you were just busy with your family because it was christmas. i waited for your reply but days passed, you still haven't replied even just a single letter or sticker. still, i waited.

but days turned to weeks, months, and years. all those times, i was still waiting for your messages and calls. i've sent a lot of letters to the address you gave me. but nothing came back to me. you never replied. you never called me back. and you never replied to my letters.

i was devastated. how can my bestfriend forget me? how can the only person i trust break his promise? how can the only person i like so much leave me hanging alone without having an explanation?

how could you do this to me, gyu? what happened?