dear beomgyu,
i can't bear seeing you leave. i can't help but cry the day that you were leaving. i was nonstop crying. you were my first and only friend. how will i be able to get used without you?
"do not cry. i promise to come back someday. we will meet again." you said as you became emotional too. your father was smiling at us while he loaded all of your things in the car.
we made a pinky promise for that. you said you'll come back, i will hold on to what you've promised me. i hoped you wouldn't break it, though.
i tried to stop my tears but they didn't really stop. that's why you put your hands on my shoulder and let me look at you. you smiled, for the last time, i saw your eyes twinkle. i stared at you and memorized your features. i didn't know when will i see you again, i started to cry again.
once again, you smiled, but tears were formed in your eyes. i smiled and sighed. i knew that wouldn't be the last time that i am going to see you.
"remember your song?" you asked me and i nodded my head. "we are going to finish it and we are going to sing it together. i'll always remember our summer."
"it's nice meeting you, vanna." you said and extended your hand for a handshake.
why did it feel like you were saying goodbye?
"it's nice meeting you too, beomgyu. but i hope this isn't a goodbye." i sadly said. you chuckled as i took your hand and shook it.
"this isn't a goodbye. i'm gonna see you again." you said as you pulled me for a hug. i cried so hard on your shoulders. you rubbed my back, and i hoped it eased my sadness and longing. the moment you let go, i knew it was time to say goodbye.
"see you again, gyu." i said with tears running down on my cheeks.
you entered your car and bid goodbye. i waved until your car was out of my sight. my brother beside me was rubbing my back. we were about to go when i felt my phone vibrated— it was a message from you.
<- beomgyu choi
—————Saturday, April 30, 2011—————
beomgyu
please stop crying
you are prettier
when you smile | 9:34am
i'm really going to
9:35am | miss you, gyu :((
that time, i really knew that i was going to miss you so much. it was really the best summer i had because i spent it with you, gyu.
no matter where you are, no matter what season, if we're together, it feels like summer.
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dear beomgyu,
Fanfictionhello, beomgyu. how are you doing? do you still remember me? it's me. i'm still waiting for you. i'm still holding on to your promise. [ 𝚃𝚇𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙽𝙵𝙸𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ]
