dear beomgyu,
months turned to years. i never found out the reason why you suddenly became out of reach.
i hated you, beomgyu. i was mad. i wanted to resent you. i wanted to forget you. but i know i can't.
i tried to avoid every possible reasons to remember you. i tried to forget everything related to you.
i never went back to the dance studio again, even when my mother wanted me to continue the summer dance classes. i never went to the park again. i kept ryan and all the things you gave me on a box and hid it under my bed. i never listened to the songs you recommended to me. i kept all my hangul books. i took away my guitar.
i stopped dancing... i hated it. because every time i dance, i always remember you. everything from the summer dance class came running into my memories.
daniel would always ask me why do i not make covers anymore, why do i not dance with him anymore. i couldn't tell him my reasons— it might be just shallow but you don't know how much you've hurt my feelings.
i tried to forget everything, beomgyu. i tried to erase you on my mind.
but everytime i do, i always fail.
you wanna know why?
because you are in my heart. i don't know how long have you been there, or how you've been there. i just know that you'll always be in my heart...
even though you left me.
ΔΙΑΒΑΖΕΙΣ
dear beomgyu,
Fanfictionhello, beomgyu. how are you doing? do you still remember me? it's me. i'm still waiting for you. i'm still holding on to your promise. [ 𝚃𝚇𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙽𝙵𝙸𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ]
