Depression
I hate the fact how depression or even a mere stress can change us.
During this time, u aren't u.
U don't feel like the old person.
And u feel like u are watching someone else in you doing actions.
Depression is a black hole.
Big big black hole that if u will fall in that, coming out from it will be super hard.
U start having battles inside of you, always anxious, never calm.
U wanna end all this, and only way to stop is the death?
Are you sure?
Yes! To die, you need to be brave, really brave. Because undoing death we all know is impossible.
You say life is a hell.
But have u lived so "long" that made u think of that?
Why need to see everything from the dull side?
See it from the bright!
U will change your mind maybe!
Yes life is a whole ducking world which isn't thinking about you nor your feelings but those minutes, those seconds which made u happy, Aren't they worth of continue living?
You were happy once, you have problems now like a downpour. But after downpour what is coming?
A sunny day.
After dark tunnel what is coming?
A light of the sun.
Life is severe.
But if it was smooth and always happy, would u find any, any reason to continue that monotonous life?
Life is a battle.
But you are sword.
Attacking another sword ( problems) by being brave, never giving up and trying to be always happy.
U think happiness will come to you on the tray while u sit on the throne?
No, your majesty. U need to deserve it.
Pff. U lazy ass.
Work for it.
Work for happiness.
It won't come with air.
Just keep believing please.
Try to look at life more optimistic.
Don't lose your friends.
Because I am tired.
I'm not gonna chase anyone.
People come and go.
So maybe that's the problem.
I love you yes but.
I can't forgive u easily because it hurt, eveytime u just hurt me.
I'm human.
Human has what?
Feelings.
So what I have?
Feelings.
But just because I always close eyes on your behaviours which hurt me doesn't mean u can continue to just put thorns in my heart.
U say u know me but do u?
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