"mom?" i called walking down the stairs, it had been like a day or two since everyone was round and i can not get the thought of telling my mom out of my head.
i felt like i was lying to her, but i wasn't
"mhm yeh?" she asked
dang she was actually in, i was definitely hoping she wasn't
"hey" i smiled walking into the kitchen
"hi" she replied
"where's payton?" she asked
"uh his house" i nodded
"okay" she said
"what's up? she questioned
"i uh i need to tell you something" i said
"you do?" she asked
"mhm" i nodded, i was so nervous it was unbelievable
"okay" she said
"uh yeh" i mumbled, i held my hands together and twiddled my thumbs
"so you going to tell me?" she chuckled
"right" i nodded, my mouth couldn't move
"hayden you're not pregnant are you?" she asked, her face dropping as the words left my mouth
my head shot up and i straight away shook my head no
"no, fuck no, no way" i said
"thank god" she mumbled
"then what do you need to talk to me about" she said
"so basically uh basically" i started
"wait no, i just want you to know i'm hayden alright, i'm hayden i'm me i'm always going to be me" i said, trembling at the words
mom put the cooking knife she was holding down and leaned against the counter giving me a look
"mhm" she nodded
"i don't want you to look at me any different mom" i sighed
"darling what's going on" she said, a worried look on her face
"if you end up hating me just bare in mind this is olivia's fault and it was all a dare" i nodded
"hayd-"
"uh i like girl's and boys mom" i blurted out, cutting her off
she looked somewhat taken back and she gave me a good look
"you do?" she asked
"mhm that's what i said" i nodded
"oh" she mumbled turning back around and picking the knife back up, slicing onions i think
"mom" i said
"mhm yes?" she asked
"i'm sorry" i sighed, she just ignored me
"okay i'm going to payton's" i said, once again she ignored me and i just left the room and walked into the hall
"what's going on" tristan asked walking down the stairs
"n-nothing" i replied
"hayd you look as if you're about to cry" she said
"mhm" i mumbled opening the front door and leaving the house, i made my way over to payton's and gently knocked on the door
wasn't expecting that reaction but at the same time i really was.
"hayden, hi" joanne smiled
"hello" i replied, she took one look at me and straight away pulled me into a hug, i basically burst into tears and she gently rubbed my back, patting it ever so often
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