"hello?" i called walking into the house, it must have been a couple hours since the whole situation and i dumbly decided to come home
"hayden?" mom replied
she was still here damn
she walked out to where i was stood and straight away pulled me into a hug
"i'm sorry" i mumbled
"no don't apologise to me hayd" she replied
"i'm sorry" she said
"you are?" i asked pulling away from her and looking up towards her
"of course i am darling, i love you and i don't care who you love" she replied
"well i care i just, you love who you love, i accept that of course" she said
"you're my daughter i'm never going to stop supporting you" she added
"why did you act like you did then?" i asked
"out of shock, i always thought it was going to be ashton" she nodded
"i didn't mean to make you feel-
"unwanted, not loved, a disappointment" i mumbled, she let out a sigh and once again pulled me into a hug
"i'm so so sorry" she said
"no it's okay" i nodded
"i'm just so fucking glad" i said pulling away and wiping away the few tears i had let fall
"i kinda told the girls" she mumbled
"they yelled a lot" she nodded
"aw fuck" i sighed
"hey language" she mumbled
"right" i nodded
"why'd they yell?" i asked
"i told them what i done, they were mad at me" she replied
"gray was also pissed" she said
"and yes, he told me about him aswell" she added
"are you alright?" i asked
"darling i'm fine" she said
"i was just shocked" she added
"okay good" i sighed
"are you okay, it's looks as you've haven't stopped crying for the past three hours" she said, she's gently placed her hand on my face and carefully wiped away my tears with her thumb
"it's because i haven't" i nodded
"oh" she mumbled
"did you uh have a panic attack?" she asked, i often got them when i cried.
"mhm, payton helped me though" i nodded
"i'm so sorry hayden" she said
"it's good" i replied
"good, i love you" she said
"i love you too mom" i smiled, she gave me a smile and kissed the top of my head, she walked into the kitchen and i made my way into the living room
"hayden!" tristan screamed
"yes" i said
"i love you" she smiled
"i love you too" i nodded, i looked over at ashton and gave her a smile
"i love you too" i laughed
"and you" i said now looking over at graysun
"you okay?" ashton asked
"yes" i nodded
"i'm glad you have payton" she said
"mhm same" tristan nodded
"hmm yeh i'm glad i have him too" i smiled, i sat down besides gray and he gave my head a light tap
"proud of you hayd" he smiled
"mm proud of you too gray" i laughed
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