More Than Enough || Toru Oikawa X Reader

|23| Girlfriend?

"I was just trying to help!" Jia-Li yell as she felt like crying.

"Help? You had no right! Jia, everyone is going to know about me! I didn't want the attention on me!" you tell her as you started to feel anxious about the whole situation, "It was already bad enough to have you known as my sister because you're a model. They can search you up which I bet some already have but if they searched a little more, they would have found me and my past! I love you but Jia, I have to spend the rest of the day with everyone staring at me and asking me questions! This is what I wanted to avoid! I don't want people knowing who I was!" you yell at her angrily.

You were home now. Your parents are at work but will be home in a few hours. At school, you went to see your sister to tell her how you know and how you were going to talk to her when you get home. 

Jia-Li got anxious and she had this horrible feeling in her stomach. She has seen you angry before but not at her. You have gotten angry at her in the past but never this much and it scared her because she knew it was her fault and that you have a good reason to yell at her.

Mark, on the other hand, he was confused. Neither you or he had any practice nor had to stay after school to clean up but the whole way back home was quiet and he knew something wasn't right. He asked what was wrong and Jia-Li told him what she did.

Now, Mark is anxious about his sister because one they all got home and set their things down, you started lecturing her and telling her how she shouldn't have done that. But instead of Jia-Li accepting the fact that she shouldn't have done that and just accepted that it's her fault like an adult, she goes to the defence side and say how she was trying to help which she was but she just hasn't thought things through.

"You need this, (Name)!" Jia-Li yells.

"Jia..." Mark says as he doesn't want to see his sisters fight. He looks a little scared and you noticed this so instead of getting your feelings out and saying how you feel, you needed to bottle it up once again and keep it locked up and fix this situation because you know...

Once things have been made, they're made. There's nothing you can do about it.

"How do I need this, Jia?" you ask her in a calmer voice, "In what way do I need this? What you just did is expose me to everyone. Now everyone will look at me. Maybe even take pictures of me. It will go on the internet and there's going to be something about how the girl the suddenly disappear is found in Japan or something. I don't want that attention, Jia," you tell her as you try to hold back your tears and emotions, "The media already knows that mom and dad are here in Japan and there's theories about us. They know you're modelling here because your pictures are everywhere. They know Mark is here because he wins chess competitions but there's nothing about me and I want to keep it that way. Why can't you understand that?"

"You have all of this talent, (Name)," Jia-Li tells you, "You have it all and you won't do anything about it. It was just a small mistake you made. It wasn't your fault but there's! If I had your talents, I would show them off and--"

"But I'm not you, Jia! I can't be good at everything! I'm also human! I have limits!" you remind her which widen her eyes but also your brother's as it made him remember something his teacher told him.

She didn't want the attention? Or was it because she didn't want people expecting more of her? You did say she had the weight on her shoulder and the more people who knew about her talents, the more they depended on her but she has no one to depend on.

Tears start to show in your eyes, "Everyone is going to think I'm this perfect girl. The girl I was before was bubbly and cheerful! I'm still that girl! It's just harder to show. I'm not sociable but they will think I am. Everyone will expect so much from me... Jia, what you did far worst than what mom and dad could ever do to me. I would have expected this from mom and dad but from you...? I trusted you. I never once believed you would hurt me like this," you tell her which made her cry.