Danganronpa x Reader Oneshots

Mondo x Reader - Idea of me Pt.1

TW: Abusive Relationship (Mentally)
Gender: Neutral

{Y/N}: "No.. You don't understand.."

We were fighting again. This is nothing new. But this time, it's serious. At least I thought.

{Mondo}: "No, no I don't! What are you saying?? I love you!"

{Y/N}: "I feel like you love the idea of me, but not me. You like the things I tell you, the sweet words, the compliments, the attention, but not me.
How can I feel so loved at one moment, and in the next like you never even talked to me before?"

It was really hard saying those words, but it had to be done. No matter what. I can't stand silent anymore.

{Mondo}: "That's ridiculous. Of course I listen to you. I know you."

{Y/N}: "Alright then. Tell me when my birthday is. Tell me how many siblings I have, tell me my relationship with my parents."

{Mondo}: "I.. I..uhm- Wait i- .."

{Y/N}: "I knew it.. I know almost everything about you, and you don't know one thing about me."

{Mondo}: "G-Gimme some time to think, Jesus.."

{Y/N}: "If you knew, you wouldn't have to think that long."

{Mondo}: "Come on, you never told me these things in the first place!"

{Y/N}: "Here comes the sad part, I did. Different places, different time."

{Mondo}: "That's bullshit! I would have remembered!"

{Y/N}: "Can we just be honest?"

He paused for a second, breathing heavily in and out before he began to speak, he looked angered, but his look slowly softened.

{Mondo}: ".. I'm sorry. Maybe you were right."

{Y/N}: "Tzz.. I could have imagined it would end up like this. But.."

I paused for a second, thinking, trying not to let my emotions take over.

{Y/N}: "..But I still thought it might work out. Because.. My feelings were real and still are. I loved you, for you."

{Mondo}: "..I'm sorry.. I'm.. Not sure what I was feeling, nor what i am feeling now. In should have getting more time to figure it out."

{Y/N}: "Yeah.. It wasn't smart from me neither.. But feelings are feelings.."

Even if I promised me, to never make this mistake.. Again. And.. Again.. I couldn't break the circle.

{Mondo}: "I hope we're still friends.. I hope you don't mind."

{Y/N}: "I need time.. But.. I don't want to lose you neither."

---- Months later

{Mondo}: Hey, (Y/N), what's up?"

He asked, coming right at me, with a big smile on his face.

{Y/N}: It hurts

It's painful

It's sad

It's harsh

I wanted to cry. I couldn't stand it. I couldn't run, I couldn't resist. It wouldn't end. I wanted to run away. I wanted to turn away. I wanted it to end.

I just can't get you out of my head.

"Just like always, school stuff and a tone of homework plus assignments."

{Mondo}: "Well, don't stress yourself too much, kitten."

He says, winking, and turning around to leave.

{Y/N}: ".... Wait."

I got after him, grabbing his sleeve

{Mondo}: "What is it, little one?"

{Y/N}: "...."

He knows, he should know. There are no words needed. Because..

{Mondo}: "ah, again?"

He smiles down at me, and hugs me.

"Well then, you know the rules."

{Y/N}: "..Yes, darling."

..We've been playing this game for months.

I'm.. Addicted.

I know he is cheating. I don't get "good morning" or "good night texts" either.
Well, sometimes, when I write him..

..yeah, sometimes is pretty good..

Sometimes I'm asking myself.. Do I need this pain? Do I want it? Or am I just too weak to break out?

Do I .. Need it in order to work?