MONSTER

Wendigo Awakening.

It's weird how you question your reality, basically just question your life. What could happen after death? Be reborn and even be given a new life on a new planet or even universe? Or your just the same species? What if heaven is real? What if it isn't! What happens?!

That's what was repeating over and over in my head while staring up at the black ceiling, what would come of all of this? If heaven and hell were real I was forced into this life, I could go to hell for this. If it isn't like that, after death would I just live on and... Forget? Everybody I once knew and Loved? That's what keeps me up every night.

I'm only 16-17, why should I be thinking about death? I'm sure if Jeff hadn't got me in whatever way I got here I bet I would end up with some football player that would eventually turn into a red neck alcoholic, or if I got lucky I could spend my life with a beautiful women and that I could be myself with. But that doesn't matter, I'm here. I'm trapped and I'm stuck, for now Im with Jeff. And if that changes my life is useless, what if he leaves me here? Gone.

"Why?" I spoke aloud, nobody would answer my question. I was the one to answer questions, back home I always knew everything. But now I'm taking in commands from creatures, once human.
If you think about it humans are the greatest monsters, we just look small and defenseless.

I could feel Jeff shifting sleeping positions, pulling me over and laying my head on his chest. His breathing slightly raising my head every few seconds, his heart beating faster than alot of people's would. "Stop thinking and breathe." A raspy whisper came from behind my head, I soon felt a rough finger come up to my face and lightly started tracing the bridge of my nose, then my four head and repeated this gesture for awhile. It was relaxing and comforting, I could almost hear a small hum coming from Jeff as he did this. I closed my eyes and listened to the melody, my consciousness drifting away from reality and into the dream world that layed inside my head.

Toby's POV

I woke up, Looking out of the window behind me it was still night time. Letting out a sigh I pushed my self off of the chair, my boots making a loud clacking sound as I walked over to y/n and Jeff.

Looking over them they seemed so happy, before this Jeff barely even came back here. He only came here when the cops were on his ass or when he got out of the mental hospital, I bet BEN would be a millionaire for how many times he has had to break Jeff out. Jeff was only back a week before he started watching y/n, he said he recognized the girl from the woods a couple years before he was assigned to her.

I mean, I felt something tugg in my heart. I wanted that kind of relationship with someone, but I would never get it. I reached my gloved hand to y/n's hair and let the loose strand run through my palm, her h/c hair shining off of the lamp in the corner of the room. I guess I could see what Jeff saw, but she would have to be legally blind to be with him.

It's sad, he will just leave again and get more bitches. That's his thing, he's a troubled teen that uses addiction and women to cover it up.
Probably proves his perverted actions, as a serial killer in his records he doesn't do that stuff. But a monster is a monster, I bet the voices in his head tell him to do that shit. Just like in the van, imagining it makes me sick.

I take one last glance at y/n and head for the door, and walk out. My body already knows the exact route to the proxy quarters, so I begin walking there. Images of when me and her used to hangout when we were younger, watching movies and playing cops and robbers. She was the best big sister anyone could ask for. I quickly pulled out a pill bottle from the back of my jeans pocket, then un screwed the lid and slid two tabs into my hand injecting them into my mouth and getting my energy drink from my hoodie, swallowing the solution all together.