After Everything

Im Tired of Loving You

(Alison's POV)

"Come on Alison open up, please" Emily leans against the window

"Cece would you please tell this person that I would rather die than spend one more minute with her?" I gave Cece an Innocent smile. In hell, She actually thinks i would let her talk to me? I scoffed staring at the opened hood while Caleb tries fixing Hanna's car.

"Stop being childish and get out of the damn car Alison!" Emily ordered

"Oh now im being childish?!" I chuckled raking my fingers through my hair "You get mad at me for hanging out with Noel too much -Even if its actually really important- You dont fucking trust me with Noel, just because we dated before. Those past 2 weeks we didnt fool around or flirt because I care about my relationship with you and he respects that. Then one day your ex comes back from the dead and you shove your tongue down her throat! and, YOU OUT OF ALL PEOPLE GIVE ME SHIT FOR BEING CHILDISH!" I yell in frustration. "Call me crazy, but id rather be called childish than lose my dignity" I took a deep breath trying to brace myself. Dont Cry. Those words repeating in my head like a broken record.

"If you open the door, we can work this out. Baby please open the door" Emily says trying to stay calm

"Dont call me that!" I gritted my teeth

"Its fixed!" Caleb yells closing the hood, I quickly jump over to the passenger side and started the engine. Before I could speed off Emily runs in front of the car

"Baby, please just come outside ill explain everything"

"Dont talk to me like that!"

"Like what?"

"Like you own me! I AM NOT YOURS!"

"If you just calm down we can fix this"

"There is no 'this' At least not anymore" I looked away from her gaze

"What are you trying to say?" She said walking slowely to the side of the car. I traded glances with Cece while giving her a nod. Cece walked at the back of the car pressing the unlock button. She slowly slides into the passanger seat. As soon as Emily's eye widened, reaalizing the car was now open, I sped off before she could open the door.

*****************************************************************************************************

2 Hours Later

We drove for hours trying to find an exit, as soon as I pressed the gas causing it to shoot like a sling shot. I drove to my house and parked at the driveway.

"Let me just get some clothes then we'll leave" I nodded towards CeCe

"Where are we going?" She asks completely puzzled

"I dont know" I shurgged " All I know is that, im leaving Rosewood for good" I unlocked the car, but before I could make a move to leave Cece grabs my arm

"Why? Because of Emily? She's just a girl! You got heartbroken. So what! You will fall in love again. You dont have to disappear because of some girl that broke your heart"

"Im not disapperaing im just leaving Rosewood. This town reminds me too much of Emily. Everywhere I look all i see is her. I love her Ce" I chuckled "Thats why I need to leave, Whenever I see her I feel like a tousand knives are being thrown at my heart" I sniffled, Cece lets go of my hand and nodded. I raced my way back to the House and started throwing clothes at my suitcase. I suddenly heard the door creak open. I quickly turned around and its Maya. I rolled my eyes and kept pacing back and forth throwing clothes around my room.

"Can we talk?" She asked in a soft voice. Shes kidding right?

"Im not sure if youre blind or just imitating Jenna, but im a little busy"

"I didnt know you and Emily were together. I didnt even know that she was taken" She walked towards my bed and sat down at the edge

"Get to the point"

"What im trying to say is that, I swear I wouldnt have done anything if I knew you were with her. I may be drug addict but I have some respect" She chuckled "Ill back off, just say the word"

"Why?" I asked her and she replied with a confused look "The Emily Fields wants you. And youre just gonna back off just because I say so? What is wrong with you?"

"I faked my own death remember, Theres alot of things wrong with me" She lets out a small laugh

"Join the club" I raised an eyebrow lowering my voice.

"So were good?"

"Yeah were good" I nodded, we both say our goodbyes and she leaves

(Emily's POV)

"Wheres Alison?" I asked Cece

"And why should i tell you?" She crosses her arms

"Where is she!" I yelled

"Upstairs" Cece glared at me, I ran up the stairs takign 2 at a time when i finally reached Alisons bedroom. I see her pace back and forth bringing clothes

"Youre leaving?"

"Yeah" She raked her fingers through her hair avoiding eye contact

"Alison, I can fix this. Just give me a chance" I pleaded

"Dont start with the I can fix this bullshit, Em"

"I can fix this" I repeated with more force

"No! You cant! You cant fix something thats long broken!" She yelled, stomping towards me "I dont want you to fix this, us. You had your chance Emily" Alison chuckled "And you fucked it up"

"I love you"

"I fought for you Emily! Do you have any idea how hard it was! I fought against Amy! Against Paige! I fought as hard as I could! But it obviously wasn't good enough" She made her way towards the door but I stopped her.

"Dont you love me?" I said, my eyes glossy

"So much. You have no Idea" Her voice cracking, with her back facing me while she faced the door.

"Then give me another chance, please" I crawled towards her wrapping my arms around her legs trying to prevent her from taking another step.

"I love you so much" She slammed her eyes shut causing a tear to fall "Thats why I cant do this anymore" She shook her head

"But you just said, you loved me"

"I do, but im tired of loving you" She shook me off and walked towards the door

"Please dont leave me!" I cried, she traded glances between the door and I. She took a deep breath before saying the two words that destroyed me

"Goodbye Emily" Inside glass shattered everywhere, my whole world just fell apart

She walked out without another word. No texts. No calls. No emails. That was the last time I ever saw Alison Dilaurentis.

The End. . . .

A/N

Well im pretty sure all of you didnt expect that this would be the last chapter. Surprise surprise! Its the last chapter! I was thinking about it, and my story is too long so i just decided to end it lmao. And IK IK i kind of jumped into it, but i just wanted to get the goodbye thing over with. Ill keep you guys updated on what ill be doing  was next because im not sure if this is actually the end IDK maybe?

Sorry! Unlike Emily.... Im not big on happy endings :)