When There Was Me And You | Part 1

05/01/2017

05/01/2017

Sometimes i lie awake at night

staring at the stars so bright

wondering how i got so lucky 

to have met you in my life

You were like an awakening

a new beginning

I guess the stars in my destiny

changed my fate for me

well, for some time anyway

Sometimes i battle with my inner mind

you see, i just cannot admit

I miss you once in a while

you could say

the feeling's kind of divine

I wouldn't normally think much of it

but with you it's different

like alert bells ringing

my heart drops in it's place

and somehow i can't meet you in the eye

It feels like you can look right through me

know all my secrets

and there's nowhere for me to hide,

that's probably why the feeling terrifies me

or maybe it's just that you look at me

with so much sincerity and depth in your eyes

your electrifying gaze shocks me

I chose to not ponder on that time 

but remembering you is exactly what i'm doing

this isn't right,

I need to stop especially when missing me

is something you're probably not doing;

have i ever crossed your mind?

I must've from the look in your eye

so why is it so hard for you to say?

Your thoughts are pulling me back

I can't go in that phase

I need to stop, but 

your image is asking me to stay

My mind is running with excuses 

but it seems like not one is good enough 

to keep me away,

your hold is too strong

your eyes are pleading me to stay or maybe

I gave you too much of me

slowly

I'm falling

and then

I'll drown

as usual