Me

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Crinkles sitting above my eyes
Spider veins crawling up my calf
Cellulite puckering up my inner thighs
Wishing my weight was sliced in half.

"I'm gonna be a super model."
Tall and thin in my corset dress
Unable to eat without throwing up the previous meal.
Dropped before a gig, left in a mess.

But cutting and pasting does not make you unique
Adjustments to mimic Betty Boop, Jessica Rabbit, or Marilyn Monroe.
Nor does popping into a beauty boutique.
Slicing and dicing ruins the natural flow.

When I look in the mirror, I don't like what I see
Even those parts of me that make me, me.

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