|BOYSHIT| jaden hossler

REALITY

*madelyn's pov* 

*2 weeks later* 

J:"lets go to my room" jaden said squeezing my ass as i was cuddling with him 

M:"i just got my period an hour ago " i lied..

J:"oh..ok" 

Wanna know why i used my period as an excuse and why im even finding a way to not have sex with jaden well because after that party night we almost fuck everyday and i mean it we really do it almost everyday and he didnt ask me to be his girlfriend yet it feels like he's just using me for sex 

Thats what i feel and im sick of this we been "talking" for too long now he either wants me or just using me and rn i feel like he doesn't want me and is using me 

He isn't even sweet as he was before he is just always around me when he wants sex treating me like his sex toy 

And is being so controlling not letting me talk to any boy and literally delete all my friends that are boys off my phone EVEN sway boys 

He doesn't let me go there anymore 

I didnt tell the girls anything and when they ask me to go to sway with them i just give them excuses 

I didnt want them to hate jaden because i know they will if they knew how he is being w/me 

So im keeping it all to myself 

But honestly i feel really tired 

Of just holding things to myself 

I need to let everything out 

U know when u just feel like theres this huge weight on u and u just wanna drop it ? 

Yeah thats what i emotionally feel..

I dont know what to do 

I dont know who to talk to about 

What if i just confront him ? 

Maybe he will be the old him again? 

Idk what's actually wrong with him 

Like he just changed so suddenly...

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Ideas/suggestions?? Im literally running out of ideas and im just writing shit