|BOYSHIT| jaden hossler

REALITY

*madelyn's pov*

E:"oookay so get ready we are going to sway "

I jumped up from bed as i was laying down

M:"we are ?!"

E:"mhm now go get ready " i got out of bed and kissed emma's cheeks and went straight to my dressing room.

Im so happy jaden is giving me a chance to apologize and chance for us to talk.

Ik i was being so childish and saying i dont wanna talk or listen to him but I actually really did but when he accused me of cheated that just broke me so much.

We need to clear things out between us, we are not kids anymore to act like that.

I got dressed into an over sized hoodie with black jeans and put my hair in a messy bun

M:"im ready"

E:"lets go then"

Madison is not home i guess she's already at sway with josh or idk.

As we got closer to sway the more nervous I've gotten.

E:"calm down everything will go alright "

E:"hey lyn look im taking u to meet jaden to talk with him just to apologize okay ? U guys shouldn't be together or so close right-now because after everything we dont think u guys would work out being together its gonna be bad im saying this cause i care for u "

She's kind of right?

Me and jaden are just so toxic rn i guess ?

Maybe im more toxic to him especially after what i said the other day.

We arrived at sway, i grew more nervous than ever.

We got out of the car and walked to the door, emma knocked on it and kio opened.

K:"he- oh-" he said surprised he probably didnt know what to do, cause for sure he knows what i said to his bestfriend.

E:"hey kio" emma said

K:"h-hey?" He said still confused

K:"uh-come in "

He said moving from the door way.

Soon as we were walking in bryce came down the stairs

B:"oh hey "

Emma smiled at him and i cracked a small smile cause I didn't know what to say they probably all just hate me rn.

B:"jaden is upstairs in his room" i nodded and got up

M:"I'll be right back "i said to emma and she nodded

I am at jadens door i took a deep breath and then knocked

J:"come in!"

I opened it and then saw jaden sitting on the edge of his bed. I walked in

M:"h-hey"

He just looked at me and didnt say anything.

Well it's awkward in here. I dont know what to say.

I just stood there not saying anything.

J:"u said u wanted to talk?" He said coldly.

Why did he even agree ? I wasnt easy on him when he asked me to talk before.

M:"uh-y-i-"

I couldn't form a word i just started crying.

Hysterically.

And I remember how amy said to me not have contact with him and stay away.

He got up from bed And walked over to me and hugged.

M:"i-i-im sorry jaden im so sorry i swear i know u will never forgive me but im sorry " i said sobbing in his arms.

J:"shh calm down shh" he said stroking my hair kissing the top of my head.

God why gotta he be so nice to me even when i have been nothing but a bitch to him.

I pulled away from the hug and wiped my tears

M:"no no u shouldn't be doing this u should comfort me i don't deserve this ,u should hate me for what i did not comfort me why are u being like this i don't deserve this."

J:"lyn shhh calm down I deserved what u said yesterday i didnt trust u or talked to u about that party and just went and cheated. I admit it did hurt when u said that but ik u and ik u were just so mad at that moment okay im the one who's sorry for everything. And for ruining our relationship we both fucked up and mostly i did."

M:"w-when th-they t-told me u o-overd-dosed i w-was so afraid u might d-die even tho we are broken up i cant stand the fact of u d-dying j-jaden i-iswear i-i- didnt m-mean i-it "

He pulled me in a hug again.

J:"i know baby shh i know " he said and i calmed down a bit

He then pulled away from the hug and cupped my face. We both look at eachothers in the eyes

J:"i forgive u. But all i want is for u to forgive me too"

M:"i do " i said not taking my eyes off his.

our faces were inches away. Jadens eye went down to my lips and then we both leaned in breaking the small space that was between our faces and kissed.

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Oh-

What do u think about what emma said ?