|BOYSHIT| jaden hossler

REALITY

*madelyn's pov*

I was the first to pull away from the kiss, Cause I cant do that to him as much as i want him i cant.

M:"w-we cant."

J:"i-in sorry I shouldn't have - im sorry"

M:"its not u jaden its me i don't deserve u shouldn't be treating me like this I was a bitch to u after the break up and yesterday i was an extreme one too im sorry i should just g-" i was about to walk away when i felt jaden grabbed my wrist

J:"I deserved it. I cheated on u so i deserve it ik u didnt cheat and u were drunk ik it all. Please stay i dont want u to go madelyn please lets start over again i really missed u. I missed us so much ik what I've done was never okay so i did deserve everything u did."

M:"i cant im not good for u "

J:"no who said that ! Dont ever say that again madelyn" he said cupping my face looking into my eyes.

M:"bryce ,emma,madison and everybody in general sees that and doesn't want us together. E-even- amy." I said almost crying again

J:"wait what?"

M:"nothing never mind."

J:"no what did u mean about mom ? What happened?"

M:"nothing jaden I deserved it anyways "

J:"what happened lyn?"

M:" sh-she c-called m-me and t-told me t-to stay a-away from u and i-im the reason o-of why u went in a c-coma. I- i swear i ne-never meant f-for th-that i-would ne-never w-want u to d-die wh-what we had w-was so good that i would want sth bad to happen to you a-after the break up" i said and he pulled me in a tight hug

J:"shhhh calm down please it hurts to see u like this shhhh please "

M:"sh-she hates m-me "

J:"no mom loves u ,she didnt talk to me for so long after we broke up and she yelled at me and was so angry because of what i did to u. Mom always saw u as her own daughter not just my girlfriend " he said rubbing my back trying to calm me down.

M:"b-but y-you are still her son ofc she hate me n-now"

J:"maybe she's just a little bit mad at you rn but i forgave u so why wouldn't she?-Hey look at me "
He said caressing my face

J:"whoever is mad at u for what happened yesterday and the hate u are getting and people telling u to stay away from me dont think about it. Okay ? Here i am telling u i.forgive.you lyn. I know u were angry and thats why. Now please dont stress about the others and dont give a flying fuck about them okay. I dont like to see you like that. No one can even tell u to stay away from me or not cause i dont want u to stay away i want u with me always and forever. In coma i had a dream it was u and i it was very long but it was very good except the last part of the dream before i woke up but in that dream we got through so much but we always stayed together and stronger than ever. I want that to be real i want us to stay together and strong like in that dream"

M:"b-but what about the others?"

J:"fuck them i dont care what they will think or say as long as u are with me i dont want anything else in this world" he said and peck my forehead

M:"if amy knew I didn't listen to what she said she will hate me fr "

J:"then this could be our little secret " he said and we both leaned in kissed.

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That was a cute chapter ig ? U guys never really get these alot in this book so there u go. Your welcome. 😌

My niece just told me she wished i was her mom😭💀

Anyways any ideas/suggestions??

Thanks for reading<3