|BOYSHIT| jaden hossler

REALITY

*madelyn pov* 

J:"your WHAT?!" 

Oh no

M:"i-im pregnant " 

J:"u are keeping it?" 

I nodded 

He immediately pulled me into a hug and kept whispering im sorry in my ear 

J:"im so sorry" 

I looked down 

J:"i will be there for u and the baby i promise u i wont Leave i will be responsible for it and you i wont leave u on ur own on this i promise" 

J:"when's ur doctor appointment?" 

M:"in 2 weeks when " 

J:"okay i will go with u "

M:"t-thank you jaden" 

He pulled me into a hug 

J:"no thank You ,u still talking with me even after everything and u are now carrying our baby and we are still young but ik we will be able to give that baby a good life and i promise to give u the best life" he said kissing the top of my head 

M:"i told the girls not tell anybody about ..yk ...what happened "

J:"thank u,i was really stupid im sorry , really i am u dont know how guilty i am idk what came over me that day im sorry"

I nodded looking down 

Ik he didnt want to "rape "me and he wasnt sober that day but i dont know how to forgive that 

Like it shook me 

He was the love of my life 

And he just 

Raped me 

Im still afraid of him and cant fully forgive him 

But i have too 

I have too because we are having a baby 

We cant let our kid know about that ever 

I hope i just forget about it so everything would be good 

Hopefully i will one day 

J:"did u tell anybody about ur pregnancy?" 

M:"no only the girls , we should tell our pa-" 

I was cut off by feeling the urge to throw up so i ran to the bathroom 

Jaden followed and he held my hair up as i was throwing up in the toilet 

M:"t-thank u " i said as i was done 

J:"are u okay? Do u need anything?" 

I shook my head 

And went to the sink washed my face and brushed my teeth 

*jadens pov* 

*his back at sway rn* 

When madelyn told me she's pregnant I didn't know what or how to feel 

We're still too young 

The baby didn't come in the right way 

I wasn't sober and i raped her 

Worst way ever to have a baby with someone u love 

I asked if shes keeping it or not 

And she said she will 

And thats her decision 

I cant tell her to abort 

Im gonna respect her decision and what she wants

I will support her and im gonna be by her side in any decision she takes 

If she will really keep the baby then i cant do anything but support her and the baby 

I promised her and im not going to break this promise 

Thats the least i can do for her after everything 

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Awww