|BOYSHIT| jaden hossler

REALITY

*madelyn's pov* 

It's jaden he stood up as soon as he saw us looking at me 

I started tearing up 

I missed him so much and im hurt 

Im hurt he refused to help me when i needed him the most and im hurt at the fact that I think he maybe doesn't want me anymore cause im just a bitch and her body was seen by the whole world 

He walked to me and pulled me in a very very tight hug i was surprise at first but then i hugged him back and tears started falling from my eyes 

J:"you dont know how much i miss you how worried i was about you" 

E:"im upstairs " emma said  leaving us alone to talk 

M:"y-you refused to help me" i said still crying 

J:"no i swear its not like that u dont know how bad i felt after and thats why i told bryce to go but that day mads was next to me and i also that same day before u called found put mads and josh were together on that so they can get what they want im sorry im sp sorry" 

M:"h-he threatened me ,h-he s-saidbif I didnt g-go he w-will tell expose u" 

J:"why didnt u tell me right away madelyn?" 

M:"i-i was afraid" 

J:"baby u shouldve told me i wouldve stopped that from the beginning" 

M:"now he'll probably do it cause i ran away " 

J:"well we can say its not true and u can expose him and what he did to u "

I nodded slowly and looked down

J:"hey everything is gonna be okay dont worry" he said lifting my face up cupping it 

J:"we will get through this i will not leave u alone ever again i promise you Im  sorry if i ever did " 

He said and i removed his hand from my cheeks and hugged him 

I missed him so much 

J:"i missed u so bad u dobt know it "

M:"i missed you more "

He pulled away from the hug and cupped my face again and we both leaned in and kissed

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Normally books go better as u continue writing it but my gets worse like i was happy with writing it at first cause i liked how it was going but now i feel like shit writing it cause idk what im writing