07.Emotions? how about no.

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♡Inayah's pov ♡

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♡Inayah's pov ♡

I cried.

I sobbed.

My whole body trembling from my cries.
Thoughts bouncing back and forth in my burning mind about marrying a guy I never met or never seen. I don't know his name. What does he do.

I am crying non-stop . Its been two days , that I have found out that my wedding is next week.

I am too tired.

Stream of hot tears streamed down my cheeks . Wetting my bedsheets but I could'nt care less.

My temples pounded as I thought about what my future has to offer. What my life has become ?

I inhaled sharply.

Snapping my heads towards the mirror in front of my bed , I looked at it to face my reflection.

"You are so weak"
My consciousness whispered.

I furrowed by eyebrows, frustratingly wiped the tears under my eyes.

'Weak?'
I whispered. It was barely audible.

I glared at my reflection.

I could hear her saying weak again and again in the back of my head.

"Shut up. Shut up"
I screamed. At my reflection over and over again.

Tired. I slid back down on the floor.

I shivered once I came in the contact of the cold floor.

My hair were a mess. My cheeks and Eyes red and puffy.

I went in the washroom, turned on the faucet to cold water and splashed my face with it. Lightly scrubbing as it would do any better to the pain I was in.

I glanced back at the mirror . My lips tugging up in a smile.

It will be ok , it will be ok I reminded myself .

Although I knew it will never be ok.

I am just thinking of endless lies to tell Avni.

She has been ringing my phone non-stop since yesterday.

After practicing my speech for the 100th time, i finally called Avni to explain her the situation. Its better to call her rather meeting her in person, cause i know once i see her i would break. Spoiling my façade, my mask of lies.

" Hello"

" hello inayah? Omg where have you been , you were supposed to be here with me. Are you ok? Did you father do something. Don't tell me he did because it may look like i am not strong and all but i promise i know karate and all"

" Avni calm down , everything is fine and i have a news to tell you. I am getting married next week."

"what? What"

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