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♡Inayah's pov ♡

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♡Inayah's pov ♡

Recently I've come to a conclussion that i've lost the ability to think, lost the ability to speak.

I feel as if i'm infinite.
Beyond anything, I'm Beyond rational thoughts, Beyond words.

Nothing feels real anymore, Not those eyes that holds something; a secret.
that i can't read.

Not those flutter in my stomach, which comes alive with just one touch.

But Like I said before none of these things, these feelings are real.

Yeah, none of it was real.

Everything that happened yesterday wasn't real. It does not mean anything.

like what was I even thinking.

Me falling for Arhaan Malhotra?

Yeah, not happening.

I don't like him like that. Absolutely fucking not. What the hell?

I'm mean it's not like I don't daydream about what would it be like to actually "be with" him and just like I don't think about the amount of eye contacts we are having recently or how I can recognize and find him and his obnoxious smirks anywhere in a crowded room.

It's not like I think much about those knowing glances he gives me or our witty banter. Or how now everytime i listen to any song i think about the karaoke sessions that we had in our car.

Or how I freeze up evertime the sides of our legs accidentally touch. I absolutely don't think about the books we shared with his scribbles and notes throughout the margins.

God I absolutely hate him. Hate him so much and his dumb voice and his stupid muscles and his awfully attractive face.

"Love?"

I could already feel my heart racing and my palms starting to sweat as I hear him, coming towards me from behind.

Yeah, this feeling. It's not real. And only thing I can do to repress them is to ignore Arhaan at all cost.

And that's exactly what I'll do, ignore him.

I mean how hard can it be?

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All of us are assembled in the ground area beside the bonfire for our next assignment.

It's our third day here and from now onwards we will be assigned with some activities to perform that'll reflect later in our result.

As I looked around everyone was least to say, not very happy to be here.

We were given a task to create a detailed description of what exhibits you would include in this museum and how you would present them and it has to be related to that creepy cannibal tribe that Arhaan told me about yesterday.

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