My Best Friend's Dad - L.H

04

"Hey what took you so long" Mathilda asked throwing a pillow at me.

I just frowned at her before taking a deep breath.

"I-I think you should go down stairs to Luke" I said taking my bag from the floor and taking my pyjamas out.

"Why? I see him everyday" she said furrowing her eyebrows.

"No you should go down and talk to him" I said with a stern voice while changing into my pyjamas.

"I'm confused" she said standing up.

"Just go" I said pointing at the door.

She strutted over to the door before glancing back at me and opening the door.

I finished changing into my pyjamas and then quietly walked down stairs so my body was pressed against the doorframe so I could hear their conversation.

Luke didn't know I sent Tilda down. I just thought it might be a good idea. Who am I kidding I'm being selfish. I just thought if Mathilda knew what happened he would come closer to a divorce meaning he would come closer to being single and then I might have a small chance.

But of course he wouldn't tell her what he told me. I could just hear some muffled words and they were diffidently not explaining what he just saw his mother do.

I was disappointed in him.

Why won't he just tell her?

Maybe he is still deeply in love with Agnete. Of course he is. It's his fucking wife. They haven't been married that long but long enough to know that you love the other.

Did I seriously think I had a chance?

I could hear foot steps come towards the door so I sprinted up the stairs and dived into the beg wrapping myself up in my duvet.

The door opened and Mathilda walked in.

"Hi" I said a little too quickly. Making Mathilda rise her eyebrows in amusement.

"Hey" she chuckled wrapping her body up in a duvet and rolling up beside me.

"Soooo what did you guys talk about?" I asked trying not to sound too eager.

"He just said that he was sorry he was drunk and stuff, why?" She said sounding more and more suspicious of my sudden curiosity.

"Just curious" I shrugged turning around so I was facing the wall and not her.

Not long after I heard quiet snores leaving her mouth, I turned around and checked if she really was sleeping.

I shook her a bit and she just stirred in her sleep in response.

I slowly unwrapped myself from my warm duvet and crawled out of bed, trying not to make too much sound.

I tip-toed over to Luke's room to see that it was wide open.

I looked down at myself and I was only wearing a long shirt that went to my mid thighs and then no bra.

I closed my eyes taking a deep breath before stepping into the room, knocking on the door after I was in the room.

"Hi" I said with a slight smile, looking at him as he sat on the bed shirtless and his lower half under his duvet.

"Hey" he said gesturing me to sit by the bed.

I slowly walked up to the bed and sat down on the end, putting my hands in my lap and looking at him.

His hair was flattened and his chest rose and fell at a normal pace making me relax just by looking at it.

"Ummm why...why didn't you tell Tilda about Agnete?" I said taking my hand up to scratch the back of my neck indicating I felt awkward about asking the question.

"I just don't think she needs to know right now. I mean I have to talk to Agnete first before I do anything." He said looking into my green-blue eyes.

"Yeah yeah of course" I said nodding my head. "But did she see you?" I asked in a slightly hushed tone.

"I don't think so" he said with uncertainty in his voice.

"You do what you think is right" I said standing up and walking towards the door. "But just so you know I think you deserve better".

I was just about to walk out when he called me back. Second time something like this happened tonight again. I feel like a lot of things are repeating today.

"Yeah?" I questioned, poking my head back into the room.

"Thank you"

"For what?" I asked stupidly

"For helping me. I was really out of it earlier and you really helped me. So I thank you, thank you for being there."

I smiled and nodded at his sweet words.

"Good night Milla" he called out

"Good night Luke" I called back walking back into Mathilda's room.

I wish I didn't have to call him Luke. I wish I could call him babe or baby.

I wish I could kiss him in the park and go on dates to romantic restaurants and go skinny dipping.

I wish... I wish I could have him.

Just him.

Every single part of him.

But I can't.

He is married.

And his daughter is my best friend.

And his son his my boyfriend.

And he is 19 years older then me.

But I can't help it.

No matter how many fucking times I try to deny it I am in love with that man.

The man who breaks my heart every time I see him kiss his wife or every time he touches her or every time I hear her moan in from their room.

What kind of person would ever cheat on Luke.

He should get over her. He should get with someone else. Someone who would love him and cuddle him and pleasure him.

Someone maybe younger then him. Someone that is always hypnotised by his presence.

Someone like me

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