Sweat drips down my back as I force myself to do one last squat
With a heavy tired grunt, I place the bar back onto the stand
Gazing at myself in the mirror, I take in my tan flawless skin
My green glimmering eyes
My sweat soaked blonde hair
Sighing heavily I grab my water bottle and head into the shower
I should be feeling fine
Nothing more
Nothing less
But she makes it so hard
She makes it so hard for me not to be angry at her
In the shower I force myself not to cry
I force my anger to fuel my grief and despondency
I ignore her calls and texts for the rest of the night
She acts like she's the only one who needs love and affection
Before I know it the mirror in my bedroom is cracked and splintered
"Why am I not good enough for her Sophie? Why does she need others?"
ESTÀS LLEGINT
L O L I T A ' S National Anthem (COMPLETED ✔️)
Relat curtLolita - noun ❝ A sexually precocious young girl ❞ National Anthem - noun ❝ A rousing or uplifting song identified with a particular group, body, or cause❞ Because there's nothing more dangerous, thrilling and heart wrenching than being a narcissist...
