Near To You *Completed*

Prologue

That summer was the worst I have ever had in my short 17 years of life.  I would be entering my last year of schooling in a few weeks and I don’t know how I could possibly face seeing him every day.  The pain from the break up that occurred 2 weeks ago was still the same pain I was feeling the day it happened.   After 2 years together I knew that we could no longer continue on.  We had an amazing relationship but I knew in my heart that we weren’t right for each other.  Our relationship turned us both jealous and we were so dependent on each other that it was becoming dysfunctional.    However, he was my everything.  I loved him with all that I had, but I knew his love for me was not equal, and likely never would be.  It killed me.  I still love him and don't know if I will ever stop loving him enough to be able to move on.