"You are a strong , beautiful , smart , young lady. You will not let anyone bring you down because you're a queen." I say as a get ready for school.
Its the third month into my senior year of high school and I'm already tired of this shit . Tired of the dumb ass boys cracking jokes and calling me out my name as I walked through the halls , tired of seeing every single person in my view showing PDA while all I can do is hug a book .. Just tired of feeling ugly and alone without anyone to call my OWN.
Oh yeah I'm Jenae' , I'm 17 years old , in the 12th grade . I live alone with my Mother Kimberly Wilson . I'm pretty sure you've figured out that I'm single. Yeah no one likes me. This is the mess I go through so prepare to see some crazy shit.
" JENAE' HURRY BEFORE YOU MISS THE BUS ! " my mom yells out to me
" COMIN MA ! " I yelled back.
I take one last look at myself in the mirror and grabbed my bookbag and made my way to the kitchen.When I get into the kitchen my mom is sitting at the table drinking a cup of coffee texting . Probably her new boo Jonathan. They are too cute.
" Have a good day baby , you and that girl better stay outta trouble ya hear me ?" Said my mama
I laugh. " Ma , Nika and I never get in trouble." Incase y'all wanna know Nika is my Beesstfriend . Shenika Davis. We've been besties since 10th grade. Feels like FOREVER.
" Mhm . Go get on that bus girl. I love you . " says my mama.
" Shenika is coming over today after school. Have a good day at work, love ya too ma. "
" Ok. "
**** At the bus stop ****
" TRICK COME ON! " yells my bestfriend Shenika
" Um girl I takes my time that bus is still down the street , I'm not about to run and pass the freak out. I'm a big girl not a track star "
" Hahahaha , girl you a mess . " she laughs
*** At School ***
*RIING*
That would be the bell starting first period. Shenika and I have almost all of our classes together. She's the reason why I haven't slapped a nigga yet. Don't get it twisted we'll snap on a bitch real quick.
" Ok class take out your Literature books and open to page 187 . " says my English teacher Mr. Dejong
" Girl Mr. Dejong kinda cute " says Shenika as she giggles and opens her book
As we were doing our work, the classroom door opens. *GASP*
In walked through the door was the FINEST boy I've ever laid my eyes on!" Um, I'm Dominic Carter and I've been assigned to this class. " he said
His voice made me want to melt in my seat. He had on a green polo shirt , true religion jeans , and some black J's. Did I mention lil baby had tattoos ?? Yeess lawd !
" Ok Mr. Carter , there are two available seats take your pick " said Mr. Dejong
The first thing I thought was " AWWW SHIT " because one of those seats were by ME , and the other by Chelsea Monroe. I'm not gonna lie Chelsea was gorgeous so I KNEW he would sit by her. Why would he wanna sit by me? My thighs and stomach take up the desk.
His next move caught me by surprise . He looked at Chelsea , smiled and walked right passed her and sat next to me.
I gave Shenika a look like " ooo girl he sitting by meee "
For some reason when I turned to look at him , he was already staring at me . He smiled a smile that made my heart almost jump out of my chest.
I slowly turned away and tried to do my work . I could still see him glancing at me from the corner of my eye.
He chuckled. " Are we gonna keep playing eye tag or are you gonna tell me what your name is lil ma ? "
I looked at him a little shocked. " Um, playing eye tag? "
He laughed " I see you eyeing me out the corner of yo eye , whats yo name ma? " " I'm Dominic "
" I'm Jenae' . "
" Jenae' , I like it. " he smirked
" Um, thanks. "
*** RING***
Thats the bell for 2nd hour." Girl lets go! You know Ms. Washington old ass like to give detentions if we late! "
" Girl yes , lets go. " I grabbed my bag
When I get to Ms. Washington's door I see Dominic down the hall looking all good. But also lost. I walk to where he is.
" You look lost."
" A little. Where is Mr. Scott?"
I grab his schedule. Not only do I see that his class is next to mine but the majority of the classes that he has are similar to mine. That makes me kind if happy
" He's right here"
" Thanks ma. I have A lunch what about you? "
" I do too. "
" I'll meet you after class. I'll be eating with you. " he winked and walked away.
*** LUNCH***
2nd period went by kind of fast. All I could think about was that wink. What did he do that for?
When we got to our table it was just Dominic and I because Nika had a test to finish and took her food with her.
" So are you always this quiet?" He asked
" No. I just don't know you."
"All that can change ma" he grinned
I couldn't help but smile. "Oh really?"
He got up and sat by me. " You got a boyfriend?"
I sighed and looked away. " No. "
" Why not?" He asked
" Don't act like you don't know . I'm big and unattractive and no one wants a girl with all this extra.. " before I could finish my sentence he interrupted me.
He turned my face towards him " I don't see a problem with your " extra " I think you're beautiful and you should think the same." He gazed into my eyes " Don't say that again Jenae' or we gon have a problem. You feel me lil shorty?"
I nod " Sorry , and um thanks"
He chuckled " No problem lil shorty"
He's been callin me " Lil Shorty" since we started walking to lunch.
" Aye mane why you gotta call me short?!"
He laughs " Cause you shorter than me ! .. Shorty! " we can't help but laugh. " I love your smile .. Making you smile "
*** After School ***
Shenika and I spent the whole afternoon together doing homework , talking about them rusty ass teachers .. And ofcourse Dominic
... " All I'm saying is girl it looks like homeboy got a lil thang for ya. He might become yo baby daddy. "
We burst out laughing , as I walk her out. " Girl you a mess. He probably being friendly. You know these niggas will mislead ya . " I said
" True , but he still fine. " she said. Then we hugged and she left.
*** That night***
It was a long day and after a long nice hot shower , I brushed my teeth and jumped in my bed . I was so tired. I tried sleeping but all I could think about was him ..
His smile , his dimples , his tattoos , his laugh.Do I have a CRUSH on the new boy?!
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RomanceJenae' Wilson is a 17 year old plus size girl who struggles with a lot of insecurities and thinks she'll never find that special guy.. That is until a boy by the name of Dominic Carter comes along and changes her whole perspective of things ;) © Cop...