Letters to Yuzuru

"Don't go, please"

You wake up to the sound of your alarm and you get out of bed. Last night was one of those nights where you just lay in bed and think off all the things happening in your life. You cried majority of the night as your fight with him kept replaying through your head. You shouldn't be fighting with him, especially not now. You never know when you might not wake up one day and it hurts just thinking about if you left this world while fighting with Yuzuru. Before you headed out to go to his house, you passed by your mirror, but slowly walked back to look at yourself. Your eyes simmediately looked at your necklace that Yuzuru gave you for Christmas. All you could think about was when he put the necklace around you and how he slowly moved your hair so it would be over the necklace. You remember how he smiled when the necklace was on you. You looked down to see his initals on the heart and you smiled, then you left your house. When you got Yuzuru's house, you knew he wouldn't be home which was good. You had the letters in your purse. You knocked on the door to see Mrs Hanyu. You bowed and she asks,

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?"

"I did. Thank you" You say which was a lie since you were pretty much up the entire night

"That's good. Come on in" She says and lets you inside.

"How have you been?" She asks you

"Pretty good. How about you?" You ask back

"Well, I'm a little stressed knowing that the Olympics is coming up"

"I see. I know Yuzuru must be really stressed too" You say and you felt a little sad when you said his name since all you could remember was your guys fight last night.

"Yeah, he is. Speaking of Yuzuru, do you know what was wrong with him last night? It seemed like he was in a bad mood"

"Oh... Well, we kind of got into a fight..."

"I see. That's why he was mad and didn't say a word to me. I asked him what was wrong, but all he said was 'nothing'" She says

"Yeah, it was my fault. I'm sorry"

"Don't worry about it. If I can, may I ask what you two were fighting about"

"It was stupid" You say while slightly chuckling

"If you don't want to tell me, then I completely understand"

"No, it's not that. But, this is what happened"

You explain to her what happened and what you guys were arguing about. After you finished telling her what happened, she smiles and laughs a little.

"What's so funny?" You ask being confused

"You two lovebirds" She says back while still laughing

"Lovebirds? What are you saying?"

"Isn't it obvious? He got mad at you because he's jealous"

"Why would he be jea-" You start to say, but you realize what she means

"Oh no, no, no. I think you're misunderstanding. Yuzuru doesn't like me" You say to her

"Why else would he get mad at you for liking someone? I think he was upset because he thinks you like someone else that's not him. I always knew that boy liked you" She says

"He said he got mad because I wouldn't tell him who I liked and that I keep hiding things from him. I don't think it was because he was jealous..."

"Hmm... Maybe..."

"Besides, he said he liked someone who skates and have known for a long time. I don't skate anymore so he can't be talking about me" You say feeling a little sad