Back at home, I got into the shower and he was resting in bed. In two days he would be gone for a tour in Europe for a couple weeks. I wanted to spend as much time as possible with him. The water flowed over my face and hair and suddenly it hit me, my baby! Oh god I might have lost him or her! I quickly hurried up and got put and dressed . Shannon looked at me and was worried why I had rushed out the door. S" what's wrong? ". Me " I have to tell you something ". He gave me that look and said " so do I ". I sat down by the foot of the bed and took a deep breath and said " I'm pregnant Shannon ". He sat there in silence and I got worried. What did he know that I didn't? Me" Shannon? ". S" I already knew, um that's what I need to talk to you about ". I felt anxious and didn't wanna hear what he had to say. S" you lost the baby when you got hit in the accident ". I felt empty, I didn't even get to share the joyous news, it was not how i wanted out to be. S" come here ". Me" I need a second ok...... I'm sorry ".
I stepped outside and got some fresh air and tried to wrap my head around what he had just told me. I wanted this baba so bad and I felt like all hope was lost. I could hear a door open and then his warm sweet hands around my waist. S" I'm sorry ". I leaned my head on his shoulder and turned around. S" we can always try again ". Me" I know but I was so happy to find out that we were gonna have a baby and now I just feel like life was telling us that we just were not ment to have a kid. I need to stop. And stay positive.
That night we went out to dinner and talked about the tour. I wanted him to stay, but I needed not to be selfish and let him go and not hold him back. S" Julie, I wanna ask you something ". I looked in his eyes and he smiled and I knew it was big.
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FanfictionThis is a story about a girl focused on a dream. Nursing became a reality finally, but someone would step in the way making her think long and hard. A man would come along and offer her a chance to leave it all behind, all he asked for was her hear...
