Guilty Mind

Chapter 21

baby isabel😙

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Lea's Point Of View

Kinaladkad na naman ako ng mga hinayupak na 'to dito sa mall, and guest, manlilibre daw sila because of the announcement. May doubt pa rin naman sa loob loob ko na, baka maagaw siya, or ma-fall sa iba pero para kay Aya naman 'tong gagawin na'min. Its for our child.

"Huy, eto na nga. Ang ganda nito." Regine giggled, "Try mo nga." she passed the dress to me.

Kahit kailan, hinding-hindi ako magsusuot ng dress not until may okasyon. "Ayoko." I give it back.

"Ang arte, yaan mo kahit na hindi 'yan kasya sa kaniya bibilhin na 'tin 'yan. For her." ayoko nga e'.

"Guys, punta lang akong comfort room." I excused my self and walked away.

Sinimulan kong maghanap ng comfort room ng mga babae, daming tao rin dito sa mall e'. Pagod na nga akong magsignature ng mga albums at posters ko. Finally, I saw the comfort room. Gotcha.

"Lea?" A familiar voice from my back. Matandang lalaki, he's rich I can say. Sa pananamit pa lang nito, he's rich.

"Papapirma po ba kayong autograph? I'm a bit busy po kasi. Can you wait?" I asked. Umiling-iling lang siya, that means hindi autograph habol niya.

"Hindi mo ba talaga ako naaalala? Anak.." anak? How dare him to call me that way.

"Hindi. Hindi po." I said with manners. Jusko lord, tulungan mo po akong makawala sa lalaking pinagtitripan lang po ako. Hate na hate ko po 'to alam niyo 'yan.

"Ako si Feliciano, ang tatay mo." he introduced. Shems? Is he.. what? My father? After many years without him, ang lakas rin magpakita sa akin.

"Get off with me, hindi ikaw ang tatay ko. If ever ikaw, ayokong makita ka. If this was a joke, I'm not buying it, Sir. Hindi kayo nakakatuwa, excuse me." I excused my self and ran inside the bathroom.

Tatlo lang kaming babae dito, the other one was wearing the red lipstick. Ganda ng shade, in fairness. Magbestfriend ata 'yang dalawang babaeng 'yan. I washed my hands and thought, tatay ko nga ba 'yun? He wasn't that familiar pero.. kung hindi ko siya tatay, hindi naman niya makukuhang magbiro lalo na't ako si Lea Salonga. Everyone knows my motto, no one will play jokes with me, and will insert some personal matters.

"Ms. Lea? The heck. I'm a big fan po, Mika po." she introduced, she got the albums from her small bag. Another autograph.

"Thank you for being a Fan, Mika." I signed her albums at halata naman sa mga ngiti niya na excite na excite siyang makita ako.

"Thank you po, p'wede pong papicture?" she asked, who am I to decline with this pretty girl.

"Yah. Sure." I smiled in the cam and she thanked me once again, umalis na silang magbestfriend at naiwan na ako dito.

My thoughts were back, bakit naman kasi ngayon ko pa makikita ang unang lalaking nagparamdam sa 'min ng nanay ko na kaiwan-iwan kaming mga tao. Gosh. Pero, kung siya ang tatay ko, masasagot niya lahat ng tanong ko. Lahat-lahat. I ran outside at naabutan pa 'yung lalaki.

"Tatay kita 'di ba? So you know all of the things about me. Gusto kitang makausap." I politely said, umo-o lang naman 'to.

We both walked out of the mall, I'm sorry guys but I need to do this. Sumakay kami sa isang magarang kotse, as what I'd said, mayaman siya. I will not call him Daddy not until malaman kong siya nga talaga.

Later so on, nakarating kami sa isang mansyon. The maids were greeting this old man kasama ako, they used to call me 'Ma'am'. Inilibot ko ang paningin ko at super linis ng bahay nito, hindi siya pabaya like my father.

"Ano bang itatanong mo?" he asked, should I asked many?

"Is Seya true? I mean, may kakambal ba ako?" I started with that, kahit 'yun lang muna ang malaman ko. If ever totoo si Seya, I am not Aya.

"O-oo. She died of saving your life." saving my life? Did she what? I can't believe.

"Bakit naman niya gagawin 'yon? She's just my lovely sister and twin. Hindi naman yata gan'un katanga para iligtas ako." I said. Nakita ko naman ang picture ng dalawang batang babae, they are not have a same face pero magkahawig sila.

"Dahil 'ko." he replied, "She grown up with my side, she grow lovely and smart."

Hindi pa patay si Seya?

"She's alive, isn't she?" I asked, tumango lang siya sa akin. Damn! I can't believe that I will be with a man who loved my sister, naging kabit ako ng sarili kong kapatid. "How?" the only word I asked out.

"Magulo pa ngayon ang lahat, gusto ko lang malaman mong buhay ang kapatid mo't lagi ka niyang binabantayan. Seya is your guardian angel." she isn't. Wala akong guardian and if ever I have, hindi siya 'yon.

"Babalik ako, but not for now." I said and leave that house.

I hoped inside the taxi and my tears were started falling, malapit lang sa akin ang kapatid ko. As what my Dad said. Whoever your are, stay by my side Seya. I'll find you.

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"Saan ka galing?" Aga's voice welcomed me, "Umalis ka na lang daw bigla sa mall, without asking permission with Regine and Vice. Nag-worried tuloy ng sobra 'yung dalawa." sorry.

"I fo-"

"Whatever your explanation is, hindi acceptable para umalis ka ng gan'un lang. Hindi kailanman, Lea." he's acting weird. Does he have problem.

"May problema  ka ba? Don't glare at me, 'wag mo sa 'kin ipasa 'yang galit mo." I shouted to him. He's drinking beer, may problema 'to.

"Wala." sino bang tangang macoconvince sa wala lang.

"I'm your fiancè, hindi mo 'ko dapat pinagtataguan ng problema." I stepped ar the first stair case when he spoke,

"Hindi ikaw si Aya."

Where did he got that?