Guilty Mind

Chapter 32

LutwidgeSparrow10

Lea's POV

Living with so many unanswered questions in my life is like living air. I don't know where my brother is, I don't know kung bakkit biglang nagpakita si Rob, kung sinong nagsabi sa kanya, how abut Aga? Is he okay?

I know that I should tell this to authority and to my friends pero kung madadamay pati kaibigan ko, huwag na lamang.

Mas gugustuhin kong ako lamang ang masaktan kaysa sila.

This kind of feeling is traumatic, it's like I felt this years ago...

Flasback...

"Dad, where are we going? Sobrang dilim na po, o." I said while pouting, hindi na kami puwede lumabas, baka mabangga ang dinadaanan namin, lumalabo pa naman ang mata ni Papa.

"Let's go with Papa!" pagsingit ng Kambal ko, I really an't see her face, napakalabo.

"You will come with me, Lea, not with your Mom, it is safer this way." he said with full of authority in his voice, o crap, what's happening here?

"No! Lea. Aya, come here. You will come with me and Gerard." Mama said while shouting those words, she's crying but what's the real reason?

"Ate's..." Gerard said and even him, he's crying.

"Your Dad cheated!" Mama said again kaya napatingin ako kay Papa but he's looking with my Mama.

"Why?" I asked him at alam kong kahit anong oras, papatak ang mga luha sa mga mata ko na kahit kailan hindi nila nakita.

I hate crying in front of them, in front of many people. It's just I want them to see that I am strong enough to make right decisions in my life, I want them to see that I am not weak at all. That whenever they are sad, I can be there shelter cause I know, I will and I can protect them.

"No, hindi ako nagloko. Paranoid lang talaga 'yang Mama mo!" he blurted it out.

Paranoid? Really?

"You can't say that someone is paranoid kung magbibigay ka ng madaming rason para mapagkamalan ka na cheater. Bakit Papa? Ano ba talagang kulang? Ano ba talagang pagkakamali ni Mama? This is not the first time, Dad!" I shouted on him too but I have my rights.

I saw him with his partner on our company, saw them kissing!

"Come with me, Lea or else, kakaladkadin kita palabas." Papa said it again and his voice was creepy, darn.

"I'm not coming with you!"

And that night, kasama ko si Mama palabas, sina Gerard, iyong kambal ko pero hindi ko naman makita iyong itsura niya, napakalabo.

And all I can remember, bumangga ang sasakyan namin.

End...

"Ah, my head!" hindi ko alam kung gaano kasakit ang ulo ko, maybe because I remember some of those things but how about my twin face? Why can't I remember those? 

"Lea." pagtawag sa akin ni Rob at may bigla na lamang siyang tinurok sa akin.

All thing went black...

Aga's POV

Hinahanap ko si Gerard pero hindi ko siya makita, he's nowhere to befound. Now, I'm with Richard and Ogie, hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin sa kanila but everything makes me triggered. Gusto kong gawin lahat mag isa pero ayoko din naman lumaban ng hindi handa.

"Anak ng, umupo upo ka nga Aga, nakakaliyo ka." pagsasabi sa akin ni Ogie, kasama niya si Regine, paano ako makaka imik?

Baka patayin pa ako kapag nalaman niya iyong mga bagay na iyon, mauuna pa ako sa tinakdang oras sa akin.

Dawn is also here, damn.

"Iimik ka ba o papalabasin na kita? pag sasabi sa akin ni Regine, o, wala na, suplada talaga.

"Si Lea.." pagsasabi ko sa kanila at sabay pa sila ni Dawn sa pagtaas ng kilay.

Hindi ako takot kina Richard, e. Dito ako sa mga babae na ito takot, baka hindi ko pa nahahanap ang Lea ko, torture na ako.

"Ano nangyari kay Lea?" saktong dating ni Vice kaya lalo akong nawalan ng gana sabihin kasi alam kong palatawa si Vice pero iba iyon pagdating sa kaibigan niya.

Iba palagi pagdating sa kanila.

Tintigan ko silang lahat bago magsimula mag kuwento...

And just by that, may pumatak na luha sa mga mata ko.