Guilty Mind

Chapter 51

Baby Isabel 🦋

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Lea's Point Of View

I stopped when I heard that 'ano 'to' thing from her, please.. not the pregnancy test. I twirl my head and faced her, I saw her handling my red lipstick. A life saver.

"Tinapon mo lang? Sayang, ah. If you would not use this, akin na lang. Sayang naman, 'e." I just nodded and sat at the bed, "Hm, I know na galit ka pa rin. I'm really sorry." she apologized.

"No, Aya. Ako ang dapat magsorry, for taking Aga from you, for taking Atasha from you. Maybe, next week, aalis na ako." I stated, nagulat naman siya sa mga sinabi ko.

"HA? BAKIT?" she asked out, "Tsaka, paano si Aga? Si Carriel? Ang anak mo.." she said, ayaw niya ba sa anak niya? Why is she giving me her child.

"Anak mo, Charlene. At first, I don't belong here. I really belong in New York. Doon ako muling magsisimula ng panibagong buhay, I will settle everything. Sa'yo na si Aga, sa'yo na rin si Atasha, at first, sa'yo naman talaga sila. Salamat." I ended up, thanking her. Medyo maiiyak na rin ako, siguro dala 'to ng pagbubuntis ko.

"Y-you s-sure? H-hindi ko kayang m-mawala k-ka.." she cried, she tighly hugged me. "Lea, please. 'Wag ka na umalis. This is your home. You were also belong here."

"No, I don't. Mamayang gabi, ipangako mo sa akin. No one will know about this, only us. Ayoko nang pahirapan pa ang sarili ko, sana intindihin mo ako." I pleased in her front, tumango-tango lang siya.

"Kailan ka aalis? Kailan ka babalik?" she asked, hindi ko rin alam, 'e. The only thing I know is.. ito ang tamang gawin.

"Ewan? Siguro, dadaan muna ako sa abogado ko. I'll remove the Salonga-Muhlach in Atasha's name, aayusin ko pa rin ang mga papel ko. I will pull out my movie, magpapapalit na lang siguro ako. Siguro, ikaw ipapalit," I chuckled, "Siguro, ayun na lang ang gagawin ko. I will clear all of my mess and Aga's para kapag umalis na ako, less issue for them."

"Mag-iingat ka ha? 'Wag ka magpapagutom. I hope you met your the one there, pero sana din, 'wag mo kakalimutan na si Aga ang nauna." she said before leaving my room.

I will never regret of loving Aga, of loving a man who always remind me how worthy I am. The man who let me realize the real meaning of love, joy, and happiness. I'm really sorry kung kailangan kong ilayo sa'yo 'tong batang dinadala ko, for you to be free also. For you to love someone better than me, worthy than me, and lastly, not me.

I packed my things sa isang malaking maleta, hindi naman 'to makikita ni Aga 'cause he always sleep in guest room. Dinala ko na lahat ng bagay na dapat kong dalahin, this is not the first time that I will leave you Philippines but I can say... this was the painful leaving, my home.

Dear Aga,

Hi Man! Thank you for everything you've done for us, thank you for letting me laugh. Thank you for everything. To met a man like you is such a pleasure, masarap kang kasama, kausap, katawanan. Sorry for our foughts, for our tears, for the pain. Sorry, Ags. I just want you to be happy, I'm setting you free. You will be my the one that got away, don't worry, I'm not really sure about it kasi nga we're both marupok. Kidding. Thank you for giving me a family I can call my home, and a special angel. Soon, you'll met him/her. Thanks, goodbye.

-wonderful lea.

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12:32 am,

Everything is settle. Umuwi si Aga kanina, he knocked many times but I didn't open. I pulled my baggage and carefully walked out of the house, I successfully went out of the house. Goodbye, my home. I waited for 10 minutes before a taxi came, magiistay muna siguro ako sa condo para maayos ko na ang lahat.

In one snap, I arrived at luxury hotel. I payed the driver and let him keep the change, I entered the hotel and book a room. I used 'Maria Carmen Imutan' as my name so no one can tract me. I also reminded the counter girl for not saying my identity, and she agreed.

"Salamat, malaya na ako."

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"Good Morning!" masayang bati ni Charlene nang marating niya ang unang palapag ng bahay, napansin naman niya ang pag-iyak ni Carriel.

"Alam mo ba?" tanong ni Aga sa kaniya, "May alam ka ba?"

"Saan?" she promised, she will deny everything. Only them will no.

"Huwag na tayong maglokohan! Alam kong may alam ka!" sigaw ni Aga sa kaniya.

"Kay Lea? Wala! Kung mer'on, bakit hindi ko siya pinigilan? Why did I let her? Alam mo, Aga. 'Yan ang problema sa'yo 'e, kaya ka nga siguro iniwan ni Lea. You have the highest pride. 'Wag mong sirain ang umaga ko." she walked out in Aga's sight.

Then Charlene throw a paper to him,

Dear Aga,

Hi Man! Thank you for everything you've done for us, thank you for letting me laugh. Thank you for everything. To met a man like you is such a pleasure, masarap kang kasama, kausap, katawanan. Sorry for our foughts, for our tears, for the pain. Sorry, Ags. I just want you to be happy, I'm setting you free. You will be my the one that got away, don't worry, I'm not really sure about it kasi nga we're both marupok. Kidding. Thank you for giving me a family I can call my home, and a special angel. Soon, you'll met him/her. Thanks, goodbye.

-wonderful lea.

And his tears started to fall again.