246.
I wish future me would've whispered in my ear to not talk to you and that I would regret it in the future.
So past me wouldn't have to hurt as much and be not nearly as scared.
But I would've talked to you anyway.
I would've gone through the same things that I've gone through now over again.
Since I have no idea what's good for me and what's not.
~E, you weren't good for me.
247.
When am I going to start living in present instead of the past?
Thinking about what I should've, could've, and would've said.
248.
I need to stop looking for love for myself in other people.
I'll just end up hating myself once they leave.
249.
I like to think that you needed my love so you know how it feels to be loved.
~E, you needed me.
250.
I shouldn't have to beg you for you to treat me like I'm someone and not nothing.
It should be granted.
~E, everyone is a somebody.
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sunsets after dark. | poetry collection
Poetryfor the ones that were the sunshine for one wrong person then became the midnight rain for everyone else. an collection of poetry and short stories. ‼️TW‼️ contains hard topics including a mention of SA & SH. Amongst other things. I am a poet I wr...
